[NItEMArE129]

And keep in mind that people naturally exaggerate. When his ex-girlfriends were telling you stories, it's somewhat of a primal instinct to make it sound like it was the best. I mean, come on. Wouldn't you like to tell everybody that you and your boyfriend have the greatest sex ever? It's like when you're a little kid with the newest toy and you're showing it off to everyone. Even though it's not that different from the last one, it's still got to be the best so you exaggerate. Don't put so much into what they said back then because it's probably not 100% true.

[Bonita--]

Hey, sorry I took so long to reply. About the friends thing, I guess I shouldn't have said I have no friends at all. I have friends but I don't want to share information about my personal life with them. You are both right though, I need to focus more on myself and building a better life for myself. I've been pretty down the last couple of months. I wasn't in school and I had no job, so I was pretty stressed. I'm working on finding a new job and I'm starting school so hopefully I'll find some new friends and things will get better. I think I just need some positive changes in my life to help me get over the past and focus more on a better future.

NItEMArE129, you're right. They even admitted that it wasn't good, and pretty much everything they said was a boost. I don't know why I let it get to me so bad when I know it was all lies anyway. I guess I just wish I never heard anything at all. I heard about it from three different girls, so it's just hard to deal with.