[brianna1995]

t's been three weeks since the split with me boyfriend and I am still so hurt about it. Let me explain a little about what has been happening with me and him

Me and him dated our sophomore year I was very first girlfriend. So everything was fairly new with him. He was quite nervous around me but we became comfortable. 2 to 3 months down the road he ended up breaking up with me because he felt like he didn't feel the same way he felt about me. Well about an hour later he regretted it. We didn't speak to one another for over a year after that. It was obvious me and him both still had feelings for one another but wouldn't admit it. This summer we got in contact through Facebook, things began to look up we got back into contact and both considering dating again. Things turned out absolutely wonderful we were very very intimate with each other, became sexually active I took his virginity and everything. He was the first to say I love you. Until December rolled around and he began to become distant... It hurt me inside because I love him and I didn't want us to end. I tried absolutely everything for us to work but he wouldn't budge. Three weeks ago I told him we should take a ''breather'', he just really quite and asked all what I was doing for the day. I was not breaking up with him and I told him that. 30 minutes later I get a text for him saying ''why don't we just break up?" I was absolutely devastated to hear it, I didn't want to lose him at all he told me because he didn't feel the same about things anymore and he didn't feel like I felt for him the same what he told me the first time he broke things off with me. I got angry and cussed him out. Later I cooled down and apologized for me anger and told him I'll always love him. He sent some bs like I have a good soul and he knows life will make good on all the wrong I've been through. We have not spoken since then beside merry Christmas text messages.
Now that school is back in session I totally ignore him and he does too. Me and him both don't say a word to each other we both won't contact each other either. It kills me on the inside because I love him so much and with him not around makes things terrible. I ignore because I hear that will get him back but I don't know about him. I just want him back. If I keep ignoring him will that bring him to miss me and regret everything?

PS: I am not being cocky or conceited or anything but it's not like I'm unattractive, I have plenty guys running after me, but I chose him and only him. I don't know why he doesn't want me...

[skyguy779]

If he loves you as much as you love him, he will come back to you. Love is a very powerful thing...