[crazycat111]

I have been with my boyfriend for 7 years throughout high school, college and now university. (All different schools to him) I'm now 22 and he's 24 and we have never split up or even had a serious argument. I travel for over an hour a few times a week just to see him and I've been doing the same routine since I was 14, when I would sneak out without my parents knowing what I was doing. Family and friends constantly joke about when we'll get married and what will happen when I graduate uni, will we move in together and so forth? But I feel so trapped, I do love him; but at the same time I've never experienced anything else and I know that what I have is special but at the same time I feel sad. Men do approach me and I always reject them on nights out etc. even at the gym! I feel like I can't speak to anyone about how I'm feeling as we have similar friend gorups and I don't want to hear the same responses of I'm being selfish and most of all I don't want to hurt him. Just wondering if anyone else feels the same... am I being selfish? I don't even know how I'm feeling :(