[joana09lim]

Ok so I've been going on to my ultrasounds and doctors still haven't seen my baby just a sac that is growing or big. It's getting me all confused and mad at the same time all these mixed emotions because I really really want this baby to be born normal and healthy that's all I want but then after going to the emergency room 3 days ago because of my bleeding it wasn't much not enough to full the whole pad probably just half but it was bright red so me and my mom rushed to the E.R and over there they took blood work and took me to the ultrasound section to see my baby but still none that was my 3rd ultra sound on a different place but the results are still the same there's a sac but there's no baby. And told me that I might be having a miscarriage. Also I'm having brown discharge every time I go to the bathroom and wipe. I'm not sure of what to really this as of this moment sometimes I would just cry at night till I fall asleep because of this confusions I'm going through. Then tomorrow Thursday my mom scheduled me to go to a gynecologist to have my hcg level checked and probably do another bloodwork so w.e the result would be I just hope that I could take it.