[colorblind]

Hi.. I don't know what's wrong with me since past few days. I am done with my engineering graduation and I feel I am jealous of people around me having better things than me. I get pissed off on thinking about others' betterment and development. I have lost faith in me and very unhappy with myself. I don't want to start my career with a negative perspective, Please help.

[Clough]

Hi, colorblind!

Do you already have a job lined up?

Thanks!

[colorblind]

No.. I am confused between my PG and my job. If somebody is doing better than me in any case I feel he doesn't deserve to get the perks and appreciation for that. Coz I know he is already a sucker personality and knowledge wise. I feel life and destiny is being unfair to me. I am not accounted for the efforts, sincerity and honesty I put in. While others rely on me or if they don't for the same task, they accomplish it in a fraudulent way. I can at least justify myself with others and conclude this. What I feel is natural or I have some problem with something?

[DrBill100]

No..I am confused between my PG (post grad?) and my job. If somebody is doing better than me (in what way) in any case I feel he doesn't deserve to get the perks and appreciation for that (such as). Coz i know he is already a sucker personality n knowledge wise (??). I feel life and destiny is being unfair to me (How). I am not accounted for the efforts, sincerity and honesty i put in (at what). While others rely on me or if they dont for the same task, they accomplish it in a fraudulent way (example). I can at least justify myself with others n conclude this (how. example). What I feel is natural or I have some problem with something?

Colorblind: I'm having trouble getting a general feel for your question. Would you be so kind as to clarify the items I've highlighted.

[Clough]

Yes, further explanation and clarification would be very helpful!

Thank you for doing the amount of work that you did already on this thread, DrBill100!