[DazzaGal]

Funny seeing the words being broken into a million pieces isn't that bad after all is actually just that- it doesn't make it easier but last time I broke it was into 2 million pieces so I guess that has to be better right! Staying strong and having someone there 2 help is so much better than doing it alone, even if it is via a computer, (im not a huge fan-oldfashioned)computers I mean. Stay strong find the strongest glue you can! Take your time and piece it together the right way

[dooobi]

Hey none12345,

Thanks for your support, you've supported me all the way till now! Congratulations for keeping NC for so long... I broke NC 2 weeks ago... so now I'm just 2 weeks in, but I got a calendar to mark down all my NC days and when you see it add up, you just get so proud of yourself. Maybe you can try doing that too.

So now that I've seen the worse, I think its time to pick myself up and start moving on one inch at a time. Yes, it'll be hard... and I believe there will still be many days of crying even though they are not worth our tears.

I will hang in there. Thanks! I truly believe that your ex doesn't deserve you cause you deserve way better.

[none12345]

Hey none12345,

Thanks for ur support, you've supported me all the way till now! Congradulations for keeping NC for so long...I broke NC 2 weeks ago...so now i'm just 2 weeks in ,,but i got a calendar to mark down all my NC days and when you see it add up, you just get so proud of yourself. Maybe you can try doing that too.

So now that i've seen the worse, i think its time to pick myself up and start moving on one inch at a time. Yes, it'll be hard....and i believe there will still be many days of crying eventhough they are not worth our tears.

I will hang in there. Thanks! I truly believe that your ex doesn't deserve you cause you deserve way better.

yah... we got to keep moving on. NP doobi, we re all here to help each other =P. But yah... there will be days that are so hard, days that are easier, days that you don't feel anything, days that you're too sad to be even more sad. Lol but yah.. our exes move on so fast with someone new... that's pathetic, their so desperate to be with someone new. I think everything happened for a reason. I think there is someone out there better for us and fate is helping us find them. Someone who won't betray us, loyal till the very end, love us as much as we do them.

Then we ll be happy and our exes will be miserable that they lost us. What goes around, comes around? Lol but yah... I'm actually becoming a better person, I start accepting invitations more, go out with my friends more, not always in a hating mood because of my ex. But yah I think this experience really helps us to become better people for our special someone when they come around =P Its been hell this whole experience. I remember when me and my ex were together, I couldn't go one day without talking to her and now I went 4 weeks. I broke NC once before the 4 weeks and I found it, it wasn't worth it anymore, when you talk to them, it doesn't feel the same anymore and all you get is pain. But yah... I'm so tired of everything.

Its time for a new start =P, a new chapter of our life. Get a new haircut, new clothes and start enjoying life, after all its too short to waste it on someone who doesn't give a damn about us. It ll feel better. XD

[none12345]

But yah doobi here is some things I did for my ex

-i took the bus 200 miles to her and 200 miles back 3 times?
-and once I got robbed in detroit while waiting for the bus.
-i came to this school because it was closer to her
-i spent most of my time with her
-the phone bills were so much because she kept texting me and talking to me
-spent money on hotels so we can have our special night
-i waited at the bus station for 12 hours that's when she could see me
-i bought her gifts from my home town
-wrote her love letters
-slept outside because I had to wait for the bus
-ran in the rain to get her a cd of her fav band
-took her to her favourite restraurant all the time when we see each other
-did all the stuff a boyfriend was supposed to

Only for her to leave me... for another guy without hesitation

So don't feel so bad. I start to feel a little better now but before I was totally crushed to a million pieces too after all of those things at first. You can imagine after all of that. She was my first love. BUT YAH, hope you feel better.

[none12345]

How have you been doing doobi? =P Wutcha been up to lately!! Haven't heard from you for a while! Are you doing great? Are things looking up? Any news? =P

[dooobi]

Hey!!

I would love to say that things are loking up, but nope! I'm still the same, the pain is still fresh, basically I feel like I went backwards instead of forward after seeing them together a week ago. I still miss my ex like crazy and everything reminds me of him but I think I'm slowly getting use to it.

It ssooo hard to sleep at night... it seriously takes me 2-3 hrs to really fall asleep every night cause I think too much. This break up thing is sooo hard... but I'll keep doing NC .

How about you? How are you doing? Any good news?

[none12345]

Hey !!!

I would love to say that things are loking up, but nope! I'm still the same, the pain is still fresh, basically i feel like i went backwards instead of forward after seeing them together a week ago. I still miss my ex like crazy and everything reminds me of him but i think i'm slowly getting use to it.

It ssooo hard to sleep at night...it seriously takes me 2-3 hrs to really fall asleep every night cause i think too much. This break up thing is sooo hard...but i'll keep doing NC .

How about you? how are u doing? any good news?

hey hey doobi. Basically I'm feeling numb now. I can't feel anything anymore and too tired to care anymore. I've been doing okay. Spending more time with family and friends and getting to meet new people.

I know what you mean. Don't see them together anymore and avoid them. Cut them out of your life completely. I blocked Facebook so I can't go on anymore to see what's going on in her life although I know she is with the new guy.

As for the sleeping at night. I got a few tips =P. Exercise right before bed so you ll be exhausted and fall asleep faster? Leave music on while lying on your bed? It ll get boring and you ll fall asleep. Lol but yah don't think about it that much anymore. I know what you mean its my first break up, its been really hard but I think I'm slowly getting better.

What I find that helps a lot is laughter. Go rent a couple of funny movies and watch them or watch comedy TV shows. =P Stay strong and NC all the way.

- none12345