[lifeseeker]

Do you really think I need to do that?because I don't know how serious/big is this thing.
I don't deserve all this,its so embarrassing

[Homegirl 50]

You say you want help, but what you want is an easy way out. If you really want help, you will go to a doctor and get yourself checked out and do what needs to be done to get better.

[lifeseeker]

Yes,you are correct.But I'm afraid about the outcome.Till now its up to me,tomorrow it may become bigger prospect.Since its about me,then screw the world,I'll go tomorrow and see a psychiatrist.Its the right step.isn't it?There's no shame with it,is it?

[lifeseeker]

What will he do?is he going to examine my physical and mental abilities or test my cognition or coordinative skills?

[lifeseeker]

I mean,its not that big now, maybe I'm showing starting symptoms to some disease.am I right?

[Homegirl 50]

There is no shame in it. Many people have seen a psychiatrist. I have myself.
Don't worry about what will happen, just go and get yourself checked out and go from there.

[JudyKayTee]

What will he do?is he gonna examine my physical and mental abilities or test my cognition or coordinative skills?

It all depends on what he/she thinks is needed to help you. I doubt a Psychiatrist will check your physical abilities BUT might refer you to another Physician for that.

[lifeseeker]

Then I'll be roaming from one to doctor to another and sharing my story with each of them.
Also I don't trust the doctors here,because they sometimes give wrong direction.
A guy in my college went to a physician and the news spread instantly among people and his family,that's why I'm afraid of the step,if taken then I may not go back or handle that formal situation

[Homegirl 50]

Nobody needs to know your business but you and your doctor.

[JudyKayTee]

Then i'll be roaming from one to doctor to another and sharing my story with each of them.
Also i don't trust the doctors here,because they sometimes give wrong direction.
A guy in my college went to a physician and the news spread instantly among people and his family,that's why i'm afraid of the step,if taken then i may not go back or handle that formal situation

You apparently don't want help, don't want to change. No matter what anyone has suggested you have an explanation why it wouldn't work.

Fine - don't trust anyone and keep being miserable and unhappy.

I think you have some very serious issues. You don't think so. End of my participation.

[lifeseeker]

Fine, I will reply after being consulted by a doctor.I will tell what he suggested.

[JudyKayTee]

And you'll come back and tell us what he said and let us know you are all right?

[lifeseeker]

Sure, I would have to take help from you guys as I will have to make sure that he diagonised me properly.