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Jun 9, 2012, 07:30 AM
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What has happened to me?
Let me describe in brief.
I am 22 year old male.
I was like everyone else till my high school.When I came to college,I don't know what happened to me,I spoke to anyone rarely,I talked very less.Also I was into drugs in my college life,but it only lead to self destruction unlike others.Now I find myself very weak,I can't speak now,my mind stays blank all the time,I don't know what to talk about to others.I screwed myself in everything career,health,relation.I can't even talk about this to anyone as drugs were involved.I can't think,talk,do things like a normal person.Sometimes my heart beat amplifies enough to vibrate my body along with it,my hands shiver,lost the coordination and cognition with my body and mind,I can't understand other people. And I have been alone since a long time,had a weird life what I don't deserve.There was a time in my life when people used to think that I'm very talented and smart person.Now they think I'm dumb.I don't know why I allowed these changes but I want to live like a normal person and be happy.I can't write here much either.I would appreciate if anyone is familier with these things as I am tired of seeking for help.And the best part - I can't live life like this when it comes to professional as it is very necessary to know how to deal and read people and understand what's good for you.Sometimes I feel like I'm cursed.
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Jun 9, 2012, 08:52 AM
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Did you literally burn your brains out with drugs?
I have no idea what "I was into drugs in my college life, but it only lead to self destruction unlke others" means. What others?
Were people aware you were using? Maybe they think you WERE smart and talented but now they aren't so sure.
Have you talked to a professional about any of this?
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Dating & Teen Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 09:59 AM
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I would suggest you go to the doctor, get a physical exam and then go from there. Make sure there is nothing physically wrong.
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Jobs & Parenting Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 10:02 AM
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Did you finish college, drop out, or are you still there? What do you do all day?
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Jun 15, 2012, 10:16 AM
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Hmmm my college is nearly over,just a month more.I'm not able to do anything,I just sit on my laptop all day.Also my social reputation is screwed so I don't like going out much.
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Jobs & Parenting Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 10:17 AM
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What will your degree be in, and what will you do with it?
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New Member
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Jun 15, 2012, 10:21 AM
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Engineering.I don't know what I'll do in future,I'm not able to think in bigger prospect,I'm stuck with problems due to which I can't think as a smart person.
I haven't studied in these years so I'm lagging behind the world.
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Jobs & Parenting Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 10:25 AM
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Do you have family or an adult in your life to guide you? Maybe even the college career office? Which country are you in?
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:29 AM
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I have family but no one seems to be familier with this type of situation.As they haven't seen all this in their life.I can't go to college people also as they can bust me and inform my parents,people here are so badass.All is I'm on my own and you people
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Jobs & Parenting Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:31 AM
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I wonder too about your seeing a doctor to be evaluated for mental capacity and health. Is that possible?
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:36 AM
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At least not until I leave this place,a month more,but I'm scared what if its too late because I have to start taking responsibilities to support my family
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:37 AM
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I don't trust people here not even doctors,they sometimes give wrong medication
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Jobs & Parenting Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:38 AM
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Do you feel confident to look for work and to get a job? Will your university help with that ?
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New Member
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:45 AM
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No,I have lost my communication skills,now I can't even speak properly,also people can notice that I'm not confident or nervous.No my university is not helping,they don't give as long as money is flowing into their college.Now they have my junior batch to look upon.All I have to everything by myself.No one comes to help people,they just seek oppurtunity to use others for their benefits.All they can do is to laugh on others and make fun of it as entertainment.
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Dating & Teen Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 11:52 AM
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You need to see a doctor. Get yourself checked. You need to know what you're dealing with physically.
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New Member
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Jun 15, 2012, 09:01 PM
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Yeah?what will I tell to doctor?he will admit me in the hospital
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Jobs & Parenting Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 09:03 PM
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Why would he admit you? Do you have counselors where you live?
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Dating & Teen Expert
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Jun 15, 2012, 09:15 PM
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You need to talk to someone.
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New Member
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Jun 16, 2012, 07:52 AM
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I have tried,but my social image is screwed,so my words and me have no value now.
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Dating & Teen Expert
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Jun 16, 2012, 07:58 AM
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 Originally Posted by lifeseeker
I have tried,but my social image is screwed,so my words and me have no value now.
A physician!
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