[Wondergirl]

What opportunities do you have to see him face-to-face?

You're hoping that, if you are standing in front of him face-to-face, he won't turn you down.

[SarahBeth11]

What opportunities do you have to see him face-to-face?

You're hoping that, if you are standing in front of him face-to-face, he won't turn you down.

I don't. We don't speak, and I haven't really talked to our mutual friends since it happened. We go to different schools, and he lives like half an hour away from me...

[Wondergirl]

I'm with your counselor. Send him a letter. He can read that over and over and think about it and how to respond. You won't blindside him.

Talk with your counselor about what to say in the letter.

[SarahBeth11]

I'm with your counselor. Send him a letter. He can read that over and over and think about it and how to respond. You won't blindside him.

Talk with your counselor about what to say in the letter.

I will. Thanks for agreeing.

I agree with you again that I want him to say yes no matter what I say. It's because I love him. So much. I can't let him go and it's been four months. I think about him every second of the day. I sleep with his panda. I've tried moving on, but I just can't. He's the guy for me. This is why I'm having such an issue.

[vanheart]

"How do I break NC?"
You don't.

Fire your counselor. Stay NC & start living w/o him in your head. Work on your own stuff.

Doesn't sound like you've done that yet.

After 4 months of NC, I would hope that you know why.

"all he really does is like sext a bunch of random girls from his new school"

Let him.

This won't be your last lesson. You have miles to go.

Change & be for yourself, not anyone else.

[talaniman]

How do you know that he is sexting other girls if you have been NC, and not talked to mutual friends? Seems to me you have not let this go, and are keeping false hope alive, and well in your own mind.

What does your counselor say about sleeping with his panda every night???? That should have been your first thing to change.