[whyamihorrible]

Hi, my problem is that when I go to my middle school (8th grade) it seems like everyone hates me. From walking to my second period every day I get pushed into lockers and punched by the same people. It's not just them that make me feel bad, it's everyone else too. I think I have friends but they always look like they want to leave when I come over for lunch break. I try to be nice to people but they don't care.
There is a girl in my 6th period who I've had a crush on recently. She always doesn't notice me. When I try to talk to her she just leaves right away as soon as she sees me. I get bullied constantly and my parents are to busy pampering my half sister. One time I wasn't in a good mood and told my stepdad I just wanted to sleep for a while. Then he called me a lazy as* son of a bitc* then hit me with his leather belt. I feel like Alexis and the whole world wouldn't think twice If I was gone. Please why does everyone hate me :( ?

[whyamihorrible]

Also one time when my stepdad picked me up from martial arts practice, he said I didn't deserve to be his stepson with the way I trained that day. :(

[Darkangelxx]

No don't listen to him ever hrs just an a**hole, and dsnt deserve to be your stepdad, didn't let anyone tell you different and I'm sure not everyone hates you and maybe she's nervouse about taljing to you n well of that's not it then she dsnt deserve you

[whyamihorrible]

Well today I tried telling her that I like her and when I said "hey Alexis" she just said to away and now I fell worthless :(

[Darkangelxx]

No, she's just not worthy of your attentions, you can do better than her thers a girl out there who's going to think your the world to her, she dsnt deserve you if she's going to do that, thers a girl out there who's going to love you with all your hear and don't let your step dad get to u

[whyamihorrible]

I have just been feeling really depressed lately and I don't know what to do about it.

[Darkangelxx]

Thinl positive is what I do ik where you are coming from s once I've been depeessesd almost all my life, I've always been made fun of and I just think positive and try to do whatever I cn to be happy and I'm a girl by the way, but if you really like this girl try getting someone to talk to her for u

[Darkangelxx]

N don't let no body tell you any different that your worthless bcs your not, didn't let then get you down, just ignore what they say bcd they are dead wrong

[whyamihorrible]

I just feel like the billing is getting to me. I feel worthless and ugly and that everyone hates me. I was a bit rude to Alexis at the beginning of the year and I was trying to say sorry but now I just feel alone.

[whyamihorrible]

And no one deserves to date me. :(

[Darkangelxx]

No someone does deserve to date you, there will be a girl who's going to love you with all her heart,if she dsnt want to date you its her loss and I'm sure your not even ugly(I know how you feel on that ), have you tried getting someone to talk to her for you , but just think positive and try to take your kind of those thoughts that's what I do, how old are you by the way?