[Boy72killer]

Hey, I'm 15 and I sort of liked this girl. I wanted to ask her to go out with me during a party but I couldn't. See, the party was over and I tried to pick myself up and talk to her (the party was pretty deppresing) and so I did. When I got her attention, I couldn't ask her. Because her friggin family was there looking at me. Annd I meant, she was right in front of the car and her family was in the car... looking at me. I thought it was a bad idea to ask her and so I said "good night amd sweet dreams". She kissed me on the cheek and walk off. I didn't come to school the next day because I was still deppresed about the party (I don't want to talk about that. One story at a time I guess). And guess what? I turned on my laptop, looked at her status and it said "in a relationship". My heart broke. My eyes turned red and my mind just exploded... She was in a relationship with someone else.

I was heartbroken and torn apart. I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't believe it. I turned off the laptop and turned it back on. And checked her status again. There it was.. "IN A RELATIONSHIP" was her status. My eyes just looked at that and my head was hurting this time. I couldn't accept it. It was painful. The next few days I tried to days I tried to take her off my mind. I deleted her from my friends list and I walked around my local park... I loved her. We were close. I'd talk to her and I'd touch her hair (and I was the only one who can touch her hair). Hug her. My only chance to ask her... And I blew it.

I know this sounds pathetic but this happened like 3 months ago. I still can't stop thinking about her. Well, I did actually. Until 2 weeks ago. I was hangin out at the mall with my best mate and we were abiut to watch a movie and, god decided to kick me in the balls for some reason, we saw her and her boyfriend at the mall. They were cuddling, kissing, hugging. My heart broke again. The day wasn't that horrible because me and my friend decided to prank them. Followed them around. I mean, besides the fact that I still loved her and I'm hurt, I can still have fun rite? But when I walked home. I was crying. It was a horrible feeling...

Just recently her friend messaged me, asking me if I liked her. I didn't reply. I still think about her. I want to forget. How am I suppose to forget? She's like a drug. I hate her but I love her. Ugh, I need help.

[adviceishere]

Wow sounds like a serious crush you have! Why did her friend ask you if you liked her? Did she ask her friends to ask you? I guess the only thing you can to is wait it out, see if things last with her boyfriend and when or if that happens chances are you will have got over her, but we've all been in your position, I feel for you but there's nothing you can do right now except continue on with your life, hang out with your friends and you might end up meeting someone else on the way, sorry if that's not what you want to hear :(

[Boy72killer]

I don't know... One of my idiotic friends decided to tell her I liked her. Of course she didn't believe her... at first. But I think she slowly saw that he was telling the truth. My fault I guess, deleting her. Tried to ignore her calls. And her texts. And her... Geez, I can't believe I love her soooo much. I just wasn't ready for her to like, love someone else. Thanks anyway...

[talaniman]

Read the stickies, and this post, https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relati...ot-544365.html

[AbovenBeyond]

You know, I don't really have any good advice on that, but I do want to point out to you that in the future, when you want to do something and the timing is just right or you feel strongly about doing it; just believe your intuition and do it. Don't think twice about it once your sure. Because usually when you think the second time, you'll start coming up with excuses NOT to do it. Don't think back. Just do it! (Nike haha)

And if the answer doesn't come out the way to planned, but hate yourself for it, just be glad you had the guts and the self discipline to ask in the 1st place.

[Boy72killer]

Thanks, I'll be sure to keep that in kind :)