[xshorty_jessx]

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God I am so depressed me and my boyfriend have split so many times but this time it hurts the most he seems so sure that he doesn't want me anymore despite the fact he's told me he still loves me and cares about me. We were going fine when is mates fell out with him but they came along again and before I knew it he decided he didn't want a girlfrind but hear this when ever we talk I ask him if he thinks we will ever get back and all he says is I don't know and I ask him if he's moved on an he says no I will do soon though and I was like what if you proper think of me one day and miss me like the other times will you just ignore what you feel and he said no id get back with you. On the other hand when I rang again and asked if he's been thinking he's like yes but we isn't getting back but we might in the future but I don't know what he wants because one min he's telling me that he needs time to think and the other min he's saying he's thought about it and were definitely not getting back and its killing me I don't know weather to move on or wait till I know its definite. Thing is I don't want to move on I love him too much and don't really want to start again I'm scared for the future he's the only lad who's ever see my body and what am I'm going to do when it come to when I do get another boyfriend who wants sex. I just want to get on with things but I just can't he's contantly on my mind I always think of the good momories we had and all he says is its all gone but the day we split before his mum txtd me having a go saying I'm scaring him and we both need time out and we broke as soon as I cnfronted him so I don't no is he messing with my head? Thanks for reading his and helping me as I know its very long but there's so much more but id bore you all I just need help big time I'm so scared it feels so unreal.

[DJ28]

Move on, go to NC let him deal with his own feelings, maybe he will call you beack and want you back but he might not. Don't just wait tell he has moved on and then he eventually finds someone else and hurts you even more, lol because that's what I'm going through right now.

[UnluckyDucky]

Feeling the way you're feeling after hearing those dreaded words from someone you're in love is completely normal. I've been there too and it seems like its almost not happening to you.. you keep waking up from this dream hoping it wasn't real only to find out it is.

No Contact is definitely the way to go here. He's expressed that he needs time and space so give it to him. I realize this may be tough for you but any action on your part to reach out to contact him will only push him away even more.

Feel free to vent here though, I know you're going through an extremely difficult time right now but you're not alone.

[odilians10]

I'm going through the same thing rite now, I would say nc is the best, is time to know yourself better and get closer to a higher power and every day will go smoothly...

[talaniman]

Hey how about I undelete your other posts, and you can read those responses again! You'll get the same thing this time around also.

[xshorty_jessx]

I am trying to forget him but just can't bring myself to do it I am not eating at all I've hardly slept a wink I miss him so badly and its only the 3rd day since we split he's making my life hell is they anyway he will come back to me?

[odilians10]

It will help a lot if you don't talk to him any more, there is a reason for everything that happens to us, why people come and go maybe there is a lesson you should learn from this, how to be happy by yourself, maybe it is also preparing you for the rite one in your life, you don't need absolutely anyone to make you happy no one. If my ex didn't leave me I wouldn't have realize how selfish and angry I'm, though its been like a week now and I'm working on myself and I'm very happy, we are friends but I asked him not to take me back becos I need to work on ME. My point is I know you love him which makes it hard to let go but you have to love yourself first before you love anyone else becos at this point you are punishing yourself.

[Romefalls19]

Tal good point! Stop asking the same questions because on this board, you will get the same answers. Move on, NC and have a much better life

[xshorty_jessx]

Merged threads for the last time

Me and my boyfriend have only split a month ago and haven't heard from him in a while and I decided to tell him how hard it were to get over him and he told me he had a new girlfriend this tore me in two and I seriously can't cope anymore with life we were going for 2 years for crying out loud, and it took him a month for him to move on but there's something stopping me I love him so much and can't let go. I have no confidence what so ever and I just feel like I can't move on I just feel so upset and lonely just please tell me what I do?

[talaniman]

Have you read the stickies at the beginning of this forum and taken a few of those suggestions?? That's a good place to start.

[xshorty_jessx]

Threads merged

I really need help here, I think I am suffering from severe depression, but I don't think about it when I'm with my boyfriend, so I basically want to be with him 24/7, it's like I get afraid of alone time! I understand that he wants his alone time and that he needs it but at the same time I feel as if he is neglecting me and not thinking about my feelings, then I feel selfish and awful. I would feel a hell of a lot better if I had more things to do with my alone time, but I feel as if I haven't got any mates to do anything with because most of them are busy being full time mums or are too busy or don't invite me anywhere, I feel as if I have to do all the running about. Thing is I expect my boyfriend to stay in with me on the weekend when I feel loneliness the most, which he does sometimes but other times he just has to go out with his best mate without me, and I get so angry and think that he doesn't care about me at all I just feel so alone and I feel as if he doesn't listen to me or just ignores me and acts selfish about it. I hate it when he goes out though because I never have ought to do, I end up on Facebook for half of the night and I get so fed up and think about all the things on my mind and start crying. How do I stop myself being like this? I also have dreams about him braking up with me and it hurts me because it feels so real, I'm really scared of being on my own I hate it so much =[ please someone have answers!

[JK191]

Well, I've recently come out of a depression myself and I did share some of the experiences you're going through.

Its not an easy thing to do while you're feeling like you aren't worth much and especially since you won't find much activities that are entertaining and won't bore you quickly. I'd just tell you to try and accept that your boyfriend needs to have fun by himself as well and you will need to learn to cope with it.

What I'd suggest is try to find something to do that you find enjoyable and that you can't do while you're spending time with your boyfriend.

While I was trying to get past this, I'd often get bored and wander for hours but I started watching some TV shows en masse, some movies and even playing some video games. Work is also a good place to put your head in.

Try to do the things you need to get out of your system so that when you can be with your boyfriend, you won't have to worry and your obligations will be resolved and hopefully accomplished instead of delayed.

Your boyfriend isn't being selfish or anything, I'm sure he cares about you. The thing is, you can't rely on him to fill every single second of your life, if you do, what are you going to do when he's gone?

My advice is to first of all, find something you like doing that won't dry up quickly, even if its just TV, Books, games or even learning a new language. Try to keep yourself busy while he's having fun.

It'll have a good influence on your relationship as well since he'll be happy that you give him "me time" and he'll cherish the moments with you a lot more.

At least give it a try! :)

[amicon]

I suggest you make an appointment with your doctor if you think you might be depressed.
Maybe you would benefit from seeing a therapist and get professional help with your issues.

You can't expect to be joined at the hip with your boyfriend-that's not healthy,you both need time alone and doing things apart.

Find things to occupy yourself with during your spare time.
Make friends,get a new hobby and try to get out of use rut you seem stuck in.

[xshorty_jessx]

Thanks for that, I think I need help with coping with my depression the most, but I always back out of getting help for some reason, I just feel like I need more mates that are free to come out with me in my life! And before we had a long brake I so him on a Thursday morning and he made me go out on Friday and he went out on Sat but I work on Sunday, and luckily I was off so I went to see him on Monday night and he was texting me on this long brake telling me how much he missed me and this made me feel good because sometimes I get the impression that he doesn't miss me as much as I miss him! And when we were together he wanted to see me all week and told me he thinks time apart makes us appreciate each other more! But I don't have money all the time to go out every time he does!

[xshorty_jessx]

Threads merged

Right me and the boyfriend have been together nearly 4 month, but I am not happy at all, it's like he doesn't listen to my needs. And for me to be happy he needs to stop talking to this girl who has been trying to flirt with him for ages I knew about her before we got together but I thought she would stop. I think that she is being pathetic, and needs to get a grip before I grip my hands round her throat she calls him the names that I'm meant to call him: babe, baby, hunnie, etc and sends him love and talks about him texting her saying sorry I didn't text back. I am not possessive and I don't want people thinking that but I get so angry when she sends wall posts to him I am pretty sure she is doing it to winde me up! I mean I blocked a fb account of hers so I couldn't see to help me get over it, then all of a sudden she used a different account, surprise surprise that's a bit strange? When I try to tell him about it, he accuses me of controlling me and I would never do that but shouldn't he put me 1st instead of stupid people like that! I am getting really frustrated! And when I tell him I'm going to message her he goes I wouldn't do that she will make up so much I know what she is like she will us both up! If that's the case why doesn't he tell her to do one and block contact from her! It's really hurting me I'm fed up of getting messed around if I am!

[teastalk]

I think you should dump him if he is not taking you seriously or taking into account your needs. He should at least address the problem.

It sounds like he's interested in the girl if he's not willing to cut her off.

My friend was in exactly the same situation. Eventually she became fed up with her boyfriend and dumped him.

[kctiger]

right me and the boyfriend have been together nearly 4 month, but i am not happy at all

This is exactly why you are allowed to break up with people and end a relationship. If you aren't happy, then get out. It isn't worth trying to change him and you certainly won't change the girl that is flirting with him.

I also think you have your own issues you need to work out before even considering being in a relationship.

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/search...archid=6139628

[Just Dahlia]

Life's too short, get a new boyfriend. It sounds like the one you have isn't so great. I wouldn't invest anymore time:)

[talaniman]

The first thing you need to do is get yourself to a doctor and get some help for your depression, then stop depending on your boyfriend so much, and start doing for yourself a lot more.

Once you get the proper help the whole world will look different and hopefully better.

Is this the same guy from last year?

[xshorty_jessx]

No it it isn't and he treats me so good but I have a few problems