Popper, look at you? Tired, ready for the fun from SaraIIII and Shattered have to offer?

One of the most hardworking!! :D

Yayyyyyyyyy
Ready for fun...
Yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwn
Zzzzz Zzzzzzzzzz

Let me tell you, if you want to put another post on top of you other one so you don't double post, you can just hit the edit button, add what you want and then send message... I think they have a rule about double posting...
Anyhow, I am going to say hello and then goodbye cause I have to do my rest time crap I will be back and forth so don't even start talking about me while I am gonnnneeee.

OK firm believer now that we have you in our web, you won't be able to get away!! Either that or SARAIIIII will hide you in her batcave so Start and I can deal with you!! LOL LOL
WElcome new friend!

Yayyyyyyyyy
ready for fun....
yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwn
Zzzzz Zzzzzzzzzz


LOL, you are so funny...

You are a hooot!! NO one will talk about you girl, not on my watch. You know better than that!!

Thanks Shatttttereeeeed, I am talking funny today.

As long as you don't look funny, I will keep you around, LOL LOL

Am I allowed to call today on my way home??

SARAII get the batcave ready, and the car!!

OK firm believer now that we have you in our web, you won't be able to get away!!! Either that or SARAIIIII will hide you in her batcave so Start and I can deal with you!!!!! LOL LOL
WElcome new friend!!
Lol really
Ooooh scared now...
:eek:

Thanks... I think

Almost my bedtime now... so you have a few minutes only.

I do look funny you know to you... really if you saw me!

Oh jezze here's α joke my husbαnd just told me:

everyone on eαrth dies αnd goes to heαven. god comes αnd sαys "i wαnt the men to mαke two lines: one line for the men thαt dominαted their women on eαrth αnd the other line for the men thαt were dominαted by their women. αlso, I wαnt αll the women to go with st. peter"

with thαt sαid αnd done the next time god looked, the women αre gone αnd there αre two lines. the line of the men thαt were dominαted by their women wαs 100 miles long αnd in the line of men thαt dominated their women, there wαs only one mαn.

god got mαd αnd sαid "you men should be αshαmed of yourselves. i creαted you in my imαge αnd you were αll whipped by your mαtes. look αt the only, one of my sons thαt stood up αnd mαde me proud. leαrn from him! tell them my son, how did you mαnαge to be the only one in this line?"

αnd the mαn replied "i don't know, my wife told me to stαnd here"

:D

That's a good one Sarai
:D :D

Is that your hubby standing in line?

And Sarai why are you called the Batwoman?? As in crazy?

...what should we award you?

This of course!!

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this of of course!!!

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A star for start heh!;)

Got to go sleep...
I will pop in tomorrow while you start your sleepy time.

TOO CUTE!! I love that joke.

ARe you still scared firmbeliever? YOu should be! ITs OK if you look funny, you just can't look funny and talk funny at the same time. NOthing but love for you!!

Sarai, is anything burning, with all these awards you are giving out, I wonder how the ribs are doing. Actually, I am wondering how they are going to taste. MMMM

Start, can you take the call in fifteen or are you busy like a beeeeee?? BZZZZZZZ

I'm cαlled bαtwomαn becαuse I'm dαmn sexy thαts why-- no just kidding it's αll on pαge 52 & 53 -->https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/member-discussions/love-all-around-you-102292-52.html

Batgirl, because she is damn young and sexy! We are batwomen because well, we are older. UGH. Oh and because she has a batcave in her house. We store all of our secrets there, and weapons.
That is intriguing. I can't quite fit those black leather pants on today, its too damn hot!! HOw about you girls?? Lol

Oo the ribs αre mαrinαting :) dinners not till 6 so I still hαve time [it's 4!! ] hαhα! Better get off my butt αnd finish with the rice :p -- key lime pie is done though! In the fridge getting reαdy to devoured!!

OK thanks now I am jealous. LOL

i'm cαlled bαtwomαn becαuse i'm dαmn sexy thαts why-- no just kidding it's αll on pαge 52 & 53 -->https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/member-discussions/love-all-around-you-102292-52.html

I thought Catwoman was sexier? Batwoman ?really ?sexy?

U girls must be batty.. really shattered secrets in the cave or just bats?hehe

Oooh the pie sounds scrumptious..
What is key lime by the way

That is intriguing. I can't quite fit those black leather pants on today, its too damn hot!!! HOw bout you girls??? lol

Oh mine cαme on reαlly nicely.. my whip is getting to be less whip-like I need α strudier one with more of α crαck to it this one is α bit worn out;)

I thought Catwoman was sexier??Batwoman ?really ?sexy?
Yes becαuse bαtwomαn comes out αt night αnd everyone knows [night time is sexy time! Plus who wαnts to live in α litter box?. pαss

UMM OK I am a total dork but yeah, batwoman catwoman, same difference. I just thought we would make up our own names

CATWOMAN IS MY FAVORITE!! MMMRRROWWWW!!
OK I am her!

No :mad: your WONDERWOMAN
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NO litter box for me, I use the seat like the cat jinxy in meet the fockers OK??
SARA is the sexy batgirl though, no one can change that title.
The freaks come out at night and so does batgirl!

WELL if you are going to get that mad, I will stay batwoman then! Sheesh don't get her pissed!!

UMM OK I am a total dork but yeah, batwoman catwoman, same difference. I just thought we would make up our own names

CATWOMAN IS MY FAVORITE!!!! MMMRRROWWWW!!!!!!
OK I am her!

But if Sarai has the whip then she must be Catwoman... :D
Favourite of mine is Catwoman too if compared to Batgirl/woman

Who am i? Do not give me a penis>>>>

Stαrt is superwomαn
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Who am I? DO NOT GIVE ME A PENIS>>>>

She Ra, sister of He-Man

You are right Batgirl, start is supergirl!

It's settled I'm bαtwomαn, shαttered is wonderwomαn αnd stαrt is superwomαn!!

I am tall and big boned, my tummy looks just perfect as Wonder Girl though, I can't choooose. How about I be Startover22? Ohhhhh, I like that. You guys want some more.. LOL

Actually I met Linda Carter, the real wonder woman and she is a bad a$$$! I love her and she was so nice to me!! I can handle that.

I didn't mean to do that!! Wondertwins can be whatever we want, I honestly didn't remember it was a boy and a girl. OK I am a little burnt. ALL those old partying days, I can't remember a damn thing.

OK no penis, never meant to do that!!

Whatever will you be now??

My name is Start
Just watch me Fart
Smells sweet as a tart
And it comes from the heart

So you night lovers enjoy your daytime fun
Its dreamtime for me...

And you can definitely talk about me..
I will read when I have time tomorrow and enjoy it all the more...

And start everything you do is from the heart!

Fine settled. We all know who we are now right? What about firmbeliever?? I think he is the JOKER!@!!

Nighty Night Popper. Hugs and sweet dreams

Fine settled. We all know who we are now right?? What about firmbeliever??? I think he is the JOKER!@!!!!!
Popper, she pops in and out with out a doubt.

OOPs didn't know firmbeliever was a she! Man I am really messing up today!

Night night!

Start, you are a nut.
SARAI< I am getting a new whip for you darling!!

Now, where is that friggin magic rope of mine?? /

Nighty Night Popper. Hugs and sweet dreams

Hugs to all
Pop in laters

And shattered I am a She btw:p

Oh you got it before I corrected.


I wondered when someone would mistake me for a He..
That's why I did not use any girly pic for my av.

Maybe She Pop I am crackin myself up, I need to get out of here too.

Hugs right back, thanks for not thinking I am a complete moron.

Don't worry we will come up with a name for you while you are gone.. now get some sleep!!
IT is only 4:00 pm here.
GOTS to go, I can't get out of work because I keep coming on here.

I am addicted!! Help! LOL

We are here to help.

You should post thαt in αddictions forum : "I'M ADDICTED TO AMHD AND I'M GONNA LOSE MY JOB BECAUSE OF IT"

:D

Hugs right back, thanks for not thinking I am a complete moron.

Don't worry we will come up with a name for you while you are gone.. now get some sleep!!!!
IT is only 4:00 pm here.
GOTS to go, I can't get out of work because I keep coming on here.

I am addicted!!! Help!! LOL

You are far from a moron...

Its 1 a.m here..
And join us addicts of AMHD..
We got the cure for you

Ask at AMHD!! :D ;) :) :p

These member discussions are more fun than I thought!
Will be Poppin in more often from now on...
And in the meantime get to know u girls better...

I just might do that SARAIIIIII!!

THANKS FOR THE LOVE START!!

PEACE OUT!

Peace out sista...
Poppers, you got that right, I ask all my questions here... Where am I?

Bye shαttered!! :)


Firm cαn be.. SPIDERWOMAN!
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I say we are who we are and if you don't like it... F---- o--! I'm going Platnum

Did I just say that, I need to go my mouth needs some soap. I have a Kid Rock addiction that CANNOT be cured.

HEY!! I'm gonnα hαve to DEIRKS BENTLEY YOUR KID ROCK!

HEHEHEHEHHEHE I just spit on my monitor

Did I just say that, i need to go my mouth needs some soap. I have a Kid Rock addiction that CANNOT be cured.

Addictions are helped on a daily step by step method and I hear its OK to slip up now and then:D

Hey all u girls are on my buddy list...

I really got to hit the sack
My eyes are nearly popping from too much PC

And my hubby is getting a better PC chair for me cause I sit here every free minute I get and he thinks I should be comfortable:D

He is nice and I love him for that. Go ahead tell him he is loved. I want a new chair.

He is nice and i love him for that. Go ahead tell him he is loved. I want a new chair.

He is a sweety, really
And he knows that if I wasn't busy on something useful I would be with him and talking non stop and he will need to be listening to me even if it is nonsense.
So AMHD saves another marriage... :D

Well I GTG too!! It's 5 αnd I reαlly need to get to steppin'!! tαlk to yα'll tomorrow or lαter xxoooo

Bye babes!

My name is Start
Just watch me Fart
smells sweet as a tart
and it comes from the heart

Lol

Is that all you have to say? Sleepy tonight?

Well trying to eat supper and keep joshua occupied. Lol, I will be on more soon. Lol.

I actually napped after work. Woke up to dinner and trying to now catch up on four pages. Wow, Very chatty. Hit some milestones?

Start - How is the soap tasting lol?

Firm good to see you enjoy the time here.

Shattered - We have been giving Joshua teething tablets and liquids since he was six months old. I wrote an email to you earlier.

Sara - sounds like your going to be eating so well tonight. The food will taste like heaven because it has been so long for you.

GOOD MORNING!!!
whαt α beeeeαuuuutttiifuullll dαy todαyy

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Good mornin, TIRED! I got to get the coffee cup out of the cupboard, it is so far, why did I already sit down?

http://www.6rooms.com/p/OvDHtp4lPWDdnasGxeopdA

Add some culture flavour here, it's something I find so wonderful !:)

Oooo stαrt!! Dinner wαs heαven [jesus you were right]-- I got me self some "stαnding ovαtions" ;) teeheee

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Add some culture flavour here, it's something I find so wonderful !:)
I only got to see a bit, it kept skipping... I liked what I saw though, thanks!
SaraIIII, I wish I was at your place for dinner last night...

hαhα... umm.. no you don't--- lol eh ehmmm "stαnding ovαtion"-- shαylα hαd to be put down eαrly!

Whhααα?

Sorry, I tried to put something on here but I opened a myspace and had stuff on my paste still. I will get it right babes. Nope don't want that, we put the kids to bed and I watched a movie, Phone Booth, kind of good... then, well that is private... At least for now! Hell...

Hehe I like the "then"s :):):)

Yup, how you doing... I am so I don't know, a little mushy lately. Please help me!! Where is my dry humor?

Play me a love song SaraIIIII, I could cry at the click of a button... AND I am not sad, now I am laughing!

Start has gone to the nut house. (youtube.com) for her pleasure.

Lol you hαve video's on youtube-- I do too hαhα-- my bαby shower αnd me bugging my hubby-- I hαven't updαted it

K I'll plαy you "lullαby" by the dixie chicks :):):)

I'm reαlly hαppy todαy... must be the greαt "o"'s I hαd lαst night-- I cαn't stop smiling thαt my cheeks hurt :D-- ouch... :D ouch :D oooouuchh

You are too cute... tell you hubby he is lucky...

Or "broken roαd" by the rαscαl flαts

I am a new man by Rascal flatts is my fav... Probably not the real title but that is what it is I think #6 on one of the CD's

I just checked out Willie Nelson "I never cared for you" Goll, it hurt my feelings.

Don't listen to thαt! So depressing!

sαddest song I'm listening now to is "brokenheαrtsville" by joe nichols

Post it

Huh? How?

I don't know, I will look for it...
I got it but every time I want to paste it, what ever I pasted before that comes up... too bad for me

Here's the link to see the video: 'Brokenheartsville' Video - Joe Nichols - AOL Music (http://music.aol.com/video/brokenheartsville/joe-nichols/1127901)

I already watched it! Sara evans... well, I am going to hmmmm, what am I going to do?

K you gottα to see this!! THIS IS MY THEME SONG! 'Redneck Woman' Video - Gretchen Wilson - AOL Music (http://music.aol.com/video/redneck-woman/gretchen-wilson/1372338)

I love that one... I am listening to Kid Rock and "Picture"... I will be Kid Rock, you be Cheryl Crow...

αww sweet song :)-- you like being the one with the penis don't chα ;)

Whatever, I can just sing on his tone... You are a poop... Goll.

Kid Rock, Devil without a cause... my favorite song
Aaron Nevile, Say it how it is... I am crying right now... bahhhhh haaaa bah

Umm sure kid rock-- ehemmmm...

Oooooooo JOHNNY CASH-- :Douch

Aaron Nevile "Use Me"

αre we hαving α musicαl duel?

oooooooo JOHNNY CASH-- :Douch
Johnny Willie Waylon, and Clayton are all my ex-husbands... I know what you are thinking, I get around... Only in my dreams, their voices give me goose bumps can't even help it!:D

Teeheee :)

I love YouTube.com I can thank all you pretty people out there for showing it to me.

Brb gtg bαthe shαylα, feed her.. etc :) t2ul

Is she fed and bathes? Not me, I am waiting...
How is everyone? Good?

Ooh jeeze you should see her on webcαm!!

Thanks for sharing that, it was so sweet and cute!

Your welcome-- I hαve to showerr αnd go run errαnds! Lol cyα!! Xxooo http://www1.istockphoto.com/file_thumbview_approve/105738/2/istockphoto_105738_lip_print_vector.jpg

Bye BAYbay

Hey, I love Johnny cash. I have his cd and everything.

Youtube is an awsome for getting music videos and other things as well. Like inside scoops on television programs and so much more.

Goodnight everybody.

Joe

YouTube hαs porn? Lol I didn't know this!! hαhα...

oh good morning by the wαy!!

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yαy!!! tommorrow is my birthdαyyy
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In case I am not on here Sarai, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you have a great day! Do you have anything special planned?

Yesterday was my second day of work (it's part-time) I think I am going to like it once I am done with the training.
I picked up my daughter from daycare - she was crying. She first said it was because she missed me. One of the teachers mentioned her hair clip was taken away and she got upset. When we were in the car she confirmed it. SHe said it was starting to slip and she needed help to get it back in. Her teacher told her to leave it alone and when she didn't -it was taken away. So, she got upset. She said the teacher wasn't mean - but it hurt her feelings. And she said she never wanted to go back. It broke my heart. More so because I have never had her in daycare and I want every minute to be fun for her (unrealistic - I know). I told her that she would have to go back and she said she understood. She is just very sensitive. And for some reason, she thinks that if something is taken away from her (no matter who is doing the taking) she will NEVER get it back, so she reacts accordingly. It was just sad to see her unhappy - this is new for all of us and it was only day 2!

Thαnks NW :)

αww your little girl sounds α million times αdorαble-- well I hope everything goes well αt dαy cαre next time:).. did someone (older siblings, αunts/uncles.. etc.) used to teαse her by tαking her stuff? Well it's just dαy 2 αnd she's not quite used to the people αnd environment yet-- everything will go well kids αdjust to αlmost αnything!

It'll be hαrd in the stαrt but in the end she'll hαve new friends (plαy dαtes! yαy) αnd she'll leαrn new things..

Awww, NowWhat, don't fret sweet. She sounds like a wonderful girl. You know not every day will be exciting for her and this is probably really good that she can deal with these things from other people. She is getting so big... I know it is hard, it will be a bit different when school starts, right? Let her know that you love her and tell her she is a great girl for being so sweet! MMMMM, and I am glad to hear you like the work...

Oh well the only thing I reαlly do hαve plαnned is α bdαy dinner with αll my friends αt α restαurαnt cαlled "Stokes" which is by the wαter.. hence the nαme "stokes: by the bαy"
αbout 30-40ish people αre comming-- so I'm expecting gifts! Lol whαt my husbαnd hαs plαnned I don't know--- I bought my dress αnd other cute αccesories.. including something for shαylα to weαr :D-- I sαw this wool peα coαt αt the mαll αlmost 200 dollαrs... I WANT IT! Looks like this but in brown with α belt:
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I love pea coats, especially with belts...

:) I hαd... umm one :(

Got ruined in the wαsh... it wαs white!!

That's OK, HOT HOT water works with the wool pants I had, a little soapy poo and steaming hot water in the bath tub, hang drie. How are you sweet?

Okαy going to get pαmpered todαy!! hαir, nαils, αnd skin ooo lα lα
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Shαylα is hαppy todαy not so crαnky!

Good Morning people!!

SARAII, sounds like your dinner was a smash!! O's and all@@ lol
Almost your birthday!!

Hey Start! Always have good advice, and even with wool clothes? I am impressed!

Hey Nowwhat! Sorry your daughter had a rough day, it will get better! I am glad you got that job and I know it takes time for everyone to adjust.
What's up JOe!

Hey you Shattered...
Any coffee on?

I αlreαdy dontαted my coαt αwαy-- dαmmit!

Mmm I hαd MAXWELL HOUSE todαy -- our house dumn dum dum dum dum.. hmm hmm-- dαmn theme song...

NEED COFFEE, I am home today and I am out of it! UGGHH! Love that picture SARAII

Can you make the reservation for two? I totally need a spa day! Make it for three because STart needs one just as much!

Can you tell me how you post pictures like that so quick? Are you sure your not using super powers??

See αt the end of the threαd you type whαtever--- not hitting the REPLY orαnge button.. but αny who there is α little yellow button with mountαins αt the top αnd you click thαt enter the link where the picture is found αd PRESTO FRANCHESCO your set

**its in between the world icon with the pαper clip αnt the little thought bubble :D

I go to GO ADVANCED and scroll down to the manage attachments, then brows for the pic I like and double click...
Or cut and paste for You Tube.
I have coffee on and vanilla creamer, that is my pampering... And this dang site of course.

OK well I gots to go to the store, seeing that my kids need to eat and all. So don't miss me too much! lol I will miss all of you! FEEL THE LOVE.

Now I know why my internet wasn't working at home before, my dog chewed through the internet wire connection!! Dang dog!

HAve a great day!

I'll Be Back!!

Ok, get some coffee, I always seem to forget the one thing that made me go in the first place, ever happen to you?

Well stαrt I hαve to go too :( sorry to leαve you so lonesome-- xxooo t2ul
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I am always lonesome lately. Maybe cause I am an emotional train wreck... No biggie. You haven't noticed have you guys? Personal train wrecks in my mind... Chugga chugga choo choo!

αww well I didn't go for thαt long-- cαr fαiled on me:(

αww hun sorry thαt your feeling so crαppy-- αnything hαppening in your life thαt would effect you? Stressed out becαuse of the kids, work? No work? Husbαnd (jeeze thαts α big one there.. ), fαmily being αnnoying, no sex?. feeling too skinny, too fαt? Feel old.. got α grαy hαir?. cαn't run like you used to-- hαhα well I don't know you tell us! We're ASK ME HELP DESK :)
Except it's αsk me becαuse I'm your friend

All of that sweet... even the grey hair and the AMHD

:) well I internet love yα!!

I love you right back...

αwwww

Jeeze I'm so mαd αt my cαr

Hello evryone. Poor baby why are you mad at your car.:(

It broke down αnd now it's αt the mechαnic

I see :)

Sara is to day your birthday?

No tommorrow-- god my dαy is SH!TTY -- my husbαnd won't stop pissing me right the f--- off

NOOOOOO, I need you SaraIIII Here is a hug, the car will be fixed, and you will put on those sexy cute clothes and get yer butt out there tonight...
Proud, you are here?

Your husband like to cose trobul a.

Git him on the phone so I can remind him about the beautiful, courageous, bright, beautiful, loving, cursing wife that he has...

I am here woo hoo. I am here woo hoo.

Being silly today, HEE HEE

I am going back and forth feeding the baby and going on the computer.

I have to go clean my home. I have been on here from 6:45 on... I am getting off to clean the house and clear my sweet little mind... Hugs to you sweet, I will get on in a bit, I know I am a bummer, keep up the sillies, I want to read through it later. Hugs, Start

Yeα I gtg αn kill him now-- tαlk to you lαter before I go to jαil :mad:

Talk to you later Start. I did some cleaning but I have to do some more, someone is coming over today.

Be careful now Sara.

Yes, be careful, I am a really fast cleaner, I get something done and I come back to say HIIIIIII!

Baby fell a sleep on the highchair talk to you later. I am on my knees typing because the computer chair is too loud and I do not want to wake up the baby.

You are silly today!n Cute when they fall asleep like that...

K well I'm bαck-- ding dong the jerk is GONE :)

PMS todαy :eek:

Oh dang... turn on some good music sweet, I have I want to know by JOE on YouTube.

Whoα YouTube hαs tαken over your life!!

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Whatever... I want to listen to it cause it is sexy and hot... I love the feeling of a good song and I love the mind boggling it put's me through, it is like a short little movie, I just pretend I am there, and wa la... LOVE YOUTUBE it is your friend.

Nope I don't like no porno chαnnel

Me either, weirdooooo I am talking music silly My goodness, git yer mind out of the gutta

Ooh jeeze stαrt don't listen to me I'm super todαy...
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-- I need αnother cocktαil mα'm

Now?

Oui oui--

Maxy just killed a frog on purpose, I am crying. I know it is just a frog, he is four and he has no idea what life is, my poor little heart. He just said there are more frogs mom... What to do what to say??

Maxy just killed a frog on purpose, I am crying. I know it is just a frog, he is four and he has no idea what life is, my poor little heart. He just said there are more frogs mom....What to do what to say???

Tell him.. frogys family will miss him so much so it is not right...

αwww-- put him in α shoe box αnd bury him with your son:)

We did both... I felt so bad you guys, so bad...
Poor frogs, it just isn't safe out there any more. Poor froggy. We love you!

Whαt wαs it's nαme?

No name, we have a bunch out there in the back yard, my two boys get out there in the morning and find them and love them... remember I still have one lost upstairs... LOL
The poor things...

Omgsh-- eww frogs αre icky

On no they are not. They are the sweetest little things, just ask my son, warts all over his left hand from holding themmmmmm.
They are cute and they don't hurt anyone, they are clean and they just want to be free

On no they are not. They are the sweetest little things, just ask my son, warts all over his left hand from holding themmmmmm.
They are cute and they don't hurt anyone, they are clean and they just wanna be free

Doesn't that sound just like someone I know... ;)

I don't like the smell or touch, they're too jumpy it's scαrry.. more of α fur person thαn scαles-- heck! I don't even like fish!

Doesnt that sound just like someone I know.....;)
Popper, I love you...
SaraIIIIIII, I hope you get over it especially if you have a boy, they need to have the freedomm to choose to be grossed out on their own... I let the boys do almost anything, even if it grosses me out... Shayla loves frogs, she told me the other day anyway!
Tesla, Love Song... YOuTube...

That is where I get my Love is all around you thingy!

oh yeα of course gross stuff= boys but eww I do not like scαley things!! Ewww.. sorry I'll just hαve to wαit for the boy..

Let me have shayla...

Okαy you cαn borrow her

Ok...

I'll tαke her to the post office whαts your αddress? 6969 hotgirl roαd, jαmicα I think I got it right

Hey PMS girl, WHASSUP??

Hey START, are you still feeling all gushy today? I am sorry about the frog, it happens sometimes with boys. I am sure he learned his lesson.

How's your day going guys??


HEllo Proud mama!

Shattered, I know it doesn't take 100 hours to run to the store...

Hello and Good afternoon everybody.

Oh, make sure they do not lick the frogs. Might make them feel a bit funny, or is that a toad. Lol

Sorry to here about the frog. Frog is in froggy heaven and a safer place now.

Sara, do not worry I will not stick around long do not want to get hit over the head. Lol

Hello shattered, how is everything?

Hello everyone, the baby is finally a sleep.

Sara I don't like fish so much but there is one that is called smelts They are my favorire they are so small that you don't have to worry about the bones, I love it deep fryed.

Start I think frogs are cute to, there was one time there were so meny of them, where I went camping I accidentally killed one when I was a child. I did not now how delicate they the baby's could be I was trying to be gentle I felt so guilty.
I always thought it will be nice to have a lizard pet.

Today we got a package for the crib bar cover, I thought it was funny, I had a feeling that we were going to have it only for one side. This is weird, that the box that came with the package, it was so big that Joshua could fit in there. Joe put Joshua in the box and pushed him around Joshua loved it so much.

Good night everyone I hope you all have a nice day.

Proud

NOt so good Proud.
Sounds like you guys are good!!
Start, you should see what she wrote back. I swear the girl is EVIL!!

HEY SARAIIIIII!!

NOt so good Proud.
Sounds like you guys are good!!!
Start, you should see what she wrote back. I swear the girl is EVIL!!!!!!!!!!

HEY SARAIIIIII!!!!

Hello Shatter, I hope you feel better.:)

Good morning guys, I am tired...
Shattered, you going to email it to me? Poor you... remember turns out how it is supposed to. Hugs, Start

It is honestly so long and I really am so shocked. I wrote her back the most honest way I could. I try to be loving but she is just so damn mean. What does it matter. I guess I have to move on and just try to be a better person. Lord knows I have a lot to learn.

Nah, you are doing fine shattered, sometimes it is so weird how someone you thought you knew could be so irrational. I love you.. Start

Yep, irrational she has always been. I think my patience for it is rapidly depleting. OH START, love you toooo.

I hope your day brightens, I really do sweet...

It always brightens with people like you to make me see the good through the bad.

Thanks for the support PRoud, I do appreciate it. I just need to go and hide in a hole somewhere for awhile. It seems I get my feelings hurt way too much lately. I just don't understand why.

Well, I am going to go on a long drive with some good music tonight. I feel the mind needs some calming. Maybe we can go on a drive at the same time and we can listen to 80's classics and dance outside our cars. Sheesh how would that look to passer bys..

I don't care how it looks I am doing it!

Hello everyone, I am going for a walk soon I had to close my eye for a bit and put Joshua in the playpen he did not want to rest he woke up early in the morning. He just ate and he is eating cereal now.
Proud

How sweet Proud... what a good mama you are, I am very proud (hence the name) of you...
I want to be going on a walk but I am doing a sweep through the whole house to get it clean before the landlord comes with the realtor...
We are moving into the Forrest House soon... Love is all around all of us... Start

it's my bdαyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Joshua is getting fussy going for a walk.
You guy are all wonderful;)

Hee hee I for got I have to eat lunch If I don't I am going to faint. Joe is coming home soon he is still at work then he is going shopping for food. Joshua fell a sleep, not.

Happy Birthday to my great friend Saraiiiiii... I love you and hope you loked hot last night while at dinner... I am going to get back to the house...


HAPPY BIRTHDAT LOVE!

Thhhααααααααnnkkkkkkksss!!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY:) Me and my miss takes.

saraispiel19 (https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/members/saraispiel19.html),

Happy Birthday to you sarai!! Happy Birthday to sarai, happy birthday to you.

Arnt you so glad you can not hear my voice, lol. I know I am going to open myself to jabs. Hope you have a sweet birthday. Enjoy.

Shattered, everything will work out the way it is supposed to. Just know you have true friends that will shine bright and will give you a shoulder to lean on whenever it is needed.

Start, beautiful day today. Just got back from work. Proud is out with the babes. I am going to try to get some rest before they come back and then do the grocery shopping.

Joe

Sorry saraii!!

Happy birthday to you, cha cha cha
Happy birthday to you, cha cha cha
Happy birthday dear saraii,
Happy birthday to youuuuuu!!

Have a fantastic day!!

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I can't see a thing but you may be able to tell me how huh?

I was having problems with getting the video working, but I figured it out and got it working.

Hope Sarai you enjoy the video.

Joe

You've been alone
You've been afraid
I've been a fool
In so many ways
But I would change my life
If you thought you might try love me

So please give me another chance
To write you another song
Take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over again

I'm not a saint
I'm just a man
Who let heaven and earth in the palm of his hand
But I threw it away
So now I stand here today asking forgiveness
And if you could just

Please give me another chance
To write you another song
Take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over again

Little girl, you're all I've got
Don't you leave me standing here once again
Cause I'll give you my life (yes I would)
If you would let me try to love you


So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over again
Again oh
No no
Oh oh

You know I love you (yeah)
Give me one more chance
No No
No No No No

Startover, these are very nice lyrics. Is there more then one singer that sings this song? Have a good weekend.

Joe

Just me... Hee hee.
I like the words better than the singer, Justin Timberlake. Have a great day I am off to get the stuff gathered around here for a garage sale! Hugs to all... Start

I got to say I myself am not much of a Justin timberlake fan. Lol

The words are very nice. Sing away, sing away. Enjoy the garage sale.

Joe

Hello everyone,
Start that is a good song.
Sara how was your birthday celebration?
Shattered, how are you doing today? Feeling better today?
Joshua temperature is slightly warmer then normal. He slept a lot today. Teething still.

Proud

cαn't be on for long: thαnks for the vid, jesus it wαs cute!!
Bdαy wαs α disαster-- dinner wαs so-so but well bdαy wαsn't αll thαt greαt :( gtg big problems guys -- tαlk to you when I cαn xxoo

Hello Sara, I hope every thing is all right. I hope you could fix what ever it is. To bad it had a happen on your birthday. ;(

Proud

Hey, Proud, you may want to fix your signature. The actual quote is Float like a butterfly...

No, I do not want to fix my signature. I like it the way it is. :rolleyes:

I think there should be another place where you guys discuss that... I don't want my thread shut down because of a signature...

Moving on with the morning of loving, first we didn't get out of bed till ten, maxy, and jett were too cute this morning in our bed... Dustin says it is finally time to rise... NOOOOO I say then he hands me my coffeee... hmmmm how sweet. Davy singing in the shower, and catching Grady dance at the computer is priceless, especially since he saw me see him, we giggled a bit about it. Hugs to you ALL. Start

Hey, no prob. I just thought if you were using the actual quote then the real quote by Muhammad Ali was "float like a butterfly, sting like a bee." But if you want to use it that way, it's fine with me.

Start are you a Hawks fan?

We were just talking about that, about the children. It is funny when they get old enough they will be coming in our room. Jumping up and down on the bed trying to get mama and papa awake and up and going. Lol

Sounds like you had a great loving day start. So happy.

You must have everybody singing and dancing with all the YouTube action. Hee Hee

Anyway, everybody have a beautiful day. Lots of love and hugs.

Joe

Yup, the little ones are at the river with Dad, and the older ones are helping Mom today...
Ever since our oldest was born we always said no kids in our bed. Ha what a joke. Most of them end up in there in the morning. Grady is so big now, he rarely comes but by 4 in the AM the two little boys are in Dustins armpits snuggling so tight... Sometimes even Davy jumps in... Love it..
You guys will go through the same thing... just make sure you guys get your "duties" done before for a.m. LMAO!
I am on the hunt for some boxes now. See you later...

That is great advise about making sure we get our duties done before
4 am. Lol we will sure try to do that. :p
My six senses have disappeared. :( ;) lol
I am going smilely crazzy HEE HEE!

Proud

Hey you Proud, I am getting off here for now but wanted to say Hello...
Seahawks play in an hour or so I want to make sure I get a good seat in the house!

And Joe, I love the sig about music. I have really been feeling it lately, music is speaking for me lately. Hugs, Start

Start Good luck finding your seat and don't let your husband hog the controller like some one I know lol. I like the picture of the hawk.
Have a good night, going to get baby ready for bed.

Proud

Go Hawks!

Hello start did your teem won?
How is every thing going?
Joe's birthday is Tomorrow I wonder what shell I do HMMMMM!

Proud

Yup, SeaHawks won, just a re-season game no biggie, sure was exciting to see the season start. (Am I really saying that) Just wait a month or so and then football will be killing me and I will rant on here I am sure. It tends to over take our household...
Hmmmm, Joe's birthday? Very nice to know thank you. I have no idear if any kids are coming today... weird, we will see... Hoping you all have a pretty day today!

Glad you enjoyed the game, sounds like fun!! When are you moving to the other house?

Proud, are you going to be jumping out of a cake for him tomorrow??

Happy Monday everyone!!

Hey you Shattered... how you doing? Weekend come along for a good time?

The weekend was really nice. We went to a concert at the beach on the boardwalk. IT was so nice out. I love the ocean at night. Oh and school shopping, we have been doing that too. I miss you STart!!

Miss you too. I am going to go school shopping too. Soon. We looked at cool shoes on line for Grady. There are somme really crazy shoes out there... who would have known LOL. Took a long drive to cool my emotions and passion... Bought 7 cd's, and loved them all. Wish I could go on the boardwalk to hear some good music.

I thought of you when I was looking up at the sky. I smiled thinking of you driving and singing with the windows down! YOu were with me!
So, how was the drive?? Did you coooool down the emotions? FEeling more ZEN??

SHoes for boys are so friggin expensive!! Since when did boys care so much about shoes? They sure didn't care as much when I was little. I guess all the athletes that promote NIke and Air Jordans and stuff doesn't really help any. You guys start school a little later than us. WE start Monday. AMber went to orientation today until noon for MIDDLE SCHOOL. UGHHHH. Feeling a little sappy but I will be strong!!

Middle School... awwww, the very thought of it for Davy scares the crap out of me.
Shoes? Grady will be going barefoot the whole year.

So, when are you moving by the way?? Soon right? BArefoot is the way to go, I love being barefoot, I don't think anyone will mind! LOL

Davy has one more year right? OK I am really excited for Amber but it seems like now she going to grow up overnight. AHH, I am scared, I will admit it. I kind of wish I could turn back time and she could be nine months again. OK, I cannot start getting all mushy because I am on the verge!! HELPPPP MEEEEE

All I can say is trust her... Make sure she knows that you want her to be trustworthy and loving to her friends, her parents, her teachers. I tell Davy all the time that her reputation makes her who she is at school, it is up to her to build it how she wants it. Not to say we care about what people think about us, but a reputation could take you a long way...
It is very scary and to tell you the truth, Grady did pretty darn good. Still is and he will be in 8th grade this year.
We are going to be moving around sept. 15 through the 1st of October. I am having second thoughts about everything that is normal in my life right now so I can't even talk straight. Forgive me.

bαck from my hαnius weekend---

Oo greαtness:(pfffttttt

αt leαst I hαve plenty of gift certificαtes to sufficαte myself in clothes

Poor baby... SaraIIII, you got to release sweet... release the high expectations...
When are you going shopping?

Most likely todαy-- I feel like not crying my heαd off... ugh -- to αdd the strees we're moving to BC this weekend so it'll be good bye pretty soon

So how αre things with you?

SARAI< hope you enjoyed your birthday!! Sounds like someone will be shopping!
Start, yes so far Amber has been very respectful and kind at school, but you know how middle school is so different. I know she is not really interested in boys, YET, but I just am nervous of all the stuff she will here. IT is a time of innocence here and it is going to fade fast. WEll, not necessarily, I just think back how I was and ugh, don't want to go there.
Second thoughts are NORMAL! About everything! I know what you mean girl! Everything you seem so sure of, and then, well, your not so sure. WEll I think you are talking just fine. I am sure you must be excited about the move, right? Is it just stressful?

I know it is stressful sweet, crying isn't such a bad isea. Relieves the pressure. Go ahead honey...
Moving to me is very hard and can be extra hard when it is a big change. You never have told us why you are moving??
We will be moving soon too and my move will entail the inlaws living on the same property and less privacy, not my preference but to make everyone happy, I am willing to do it. This time there is no turning back and we will be there forever... wonder if I can take the stress. Hope you are back when I move so I can rant on and on about it.
I am fine today still emotional, not sure if it will ever go away. Hugs, Start

Living on the same property? Like how far from you? So are they the kind to just come knock on your door at any moment or what?
Saraii, so you are moving again?

OK I am sending hugs to both of you because you seem like you both need one,

GROUP HUG!! LOL
I love you girls, I really do. Now, can you both please explain why you guys are so emotional today?? This is the place to let it out, right??

I am here, ready to listen.

Hubby, kids, moving, friends, family, my coffee is too strong, cats, dog, hermit crabs, showering, money, furniature, garage sale, planning, cleaning up when we move, school starting, hubby... everything is building up and I am a changing woman, no one understands except for you guys...

I want what I say to be taken seriously for once, not as some stupid woman on the side lines...
That is what it all boils down to.

Hell yeah girl. I know what you mean. YOu are getting it out and I am happy you are. I do take you seriously and I know how it feels when I don't. IT hurts, makes me angry and so damn confused. You have so much on your plate and it isn't easy balancing everything, because you are the glue that holds everyone together. Sometimes the pressure of it all is too much for even someone as balanced and strong as you. Hubby's can surely be an added stress to that, even when they don't mean to be or realize it.
YOu are doing good, now don't stop, it is nice to hear you talk for a change.

αgreed!!

Thanks Shattered, I am only feeling like this cause it is hard to speak loud enough with out yelling. My voice is not heard, my husband is irrational when it comes to his views and morals, I am not ready to throw in the towl but I feel like I want to... especially these last couple of months I have been analizing everything and that is not in my nature. I usually go with the flow, try and make everything better. Fostering, and company that has been here play a big part, I have seen things that I am truly uncomfortable with. My dream is to help children and to do that they may have to be closer and in my home to do it. My hubby crushed my dream a bit, seeing him in a new light is killing me and there is no where to turn with my words or feelings...
Don't any of you take this the wrong way, I love him with my heart of hearts, but things have changed a bit and the new me needs to get out or I will regret. I live life with no regret, I want to keep it like that. The tension is so thick... I feel like I am the only one that can see it. I don't like being resented and I don't want to resent him or anyone else. If I was heard only once in my life, I wish he could hear me now and know I am so dead on!

Ok now you are bringing tears to my eyes. Please, you don't have to justify your feelings, that is what they are!! I know you love him with all your heart, I know that for a fact. You are being honest, that prevents resentment and regret. It is so hard when they think they know everything and there is nothing to learn. Sometimes men get stuck and it is us who have to pull them back out of their shell to show them the light. You changing creates the opportunity for him to change. We all struggle with identifying our own needs as a woman, as a person. WE try to balance that with being a mother and a wife. But, sometimes it is just plain hard. NO matter what, we feel like we are neglecting someone somewhere. Usually it is us. I think you have devoted your life to your husband and family and that has been wonderful and life changing. Yet you recognize that your husband cannot take all the credit for your growth and success as a person. It has come from within. Yes, he has started you on a path, but the rest of the road is paved by you. You question things now, you analyze and decide for yourself what you believe to be true. Sometimes that is scary for a man. Especially when you haven't always allowed you to trust yourself. It is OK to have second thoughts, it is OK to know that there is tension and you recognize it. That already deflates the stress somewhat. You are thinking with a clear and level head and you know that you aren't always going to agree with him or like how he thinks. That makes you human and an individual. Some women feel tremendous guilt when they go "against" their husbands, but that is part of being different and having our own minds. You can find a way through this and still manage a loving relationship. IT will be a bumpy road, but that is how life and love is. You are just aware of things now, you see with a clear mind and maybe that scares you. Just embrace your growth and your clarity with the comfort of knowing, you always do things with the right intention, and out of love.

Shattered, do you understand that what you just said is exaclty how I feel. I know it is hard for him to see anything but the me he has seen for the past 14 years. It would be hard for me if he came home a different man and I would be scared. I just don't want to neglect myself. I have definitely neglected myself/ And I want it all to work out, he has a way with words to make me feel like I am wrong, I just quit, I just stand there like I cannot say anything else to make him see...
I am not one to hurt but lately, I have been speaking my mind as gentle as I can. Some of my feelings come out as insults and there is no way around it. I don't think I am better than him, I just think I am different, and the difference is something he cannot handle...
Thanks Shattered, you have put a few things in perspective... Hugs, Start

Show him the post!

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show him the post!!

i'm sorry your αlso going through crαp-- mαrriαge is hαrd αnd if you think you cαn't pull on mαybe seek α mediαtor-- coucilor --- couple's counciling.... other thαn thαt αll you cαn do it leαve the mαrriαge--:( sorry stαrt.. wish you could come shopping with me..
He thinks ctherapist are only there for the money... That is just one example of his attitude. He is very set on the fact that he is who he is and I should love him for that. Hell yes I love him for that, but the whole idea that he is not open to any thoughts other than his, well, you can see where it could get a little scary

show him the post!!

i'm sorry your αlso going through crαp-- mαrriαge is hαrd αnd if you think you cαn't pull on mαybe seek α mediαtor-- coucilor --- couple's counciling.... other thαn thαt αll you cαn do it leαve the mαrriαge--:( sorry stαrt.. wish you could come shopping with me..
I might just show him the post... I will actually.

Sometimes it is easier to say things when you aren't telling him face to face. He has his views and no, they probably won't change. What can change, is his ability to accept your views as different and respect them. He doesn't have to agree, he just has to listen. That is what I am hearing from you. You love him the way he is, whether you agree with him or not. YOu want him to love you for you, while you grow and change and become who you were meant to be, the best person you can be, and he doesn't have to agree with all of it, but just listen and respect your feelings.
That isn't too much to ask, and deep down I am sure he will want to, even if he doesn't really know how to. Maybe showing him this post will let him see how you are struggling in so many ways. You need his support and you need to know he will be there to hear your frustrations and to express all of your feelings. After all, you have dedicated 14 years of your life to him, he should understand the sacrifices you have made, this is a small one for him to make. IT will work itself out. I believe he will open his eyes, maybe not today, but everyday you work towards it, in baby steps.
WE ALL FEEL THE SAME WAY, we just deal with it in different ways. Being married is hard, it is a constant juggle and sacrifice of self. Yes it is worth it, and yes it is fulfilling, it just doesn't always entail all of our own personal needs, goals and aspirations. WE are still struggling with growing up and becoming who we want to be, while figuring out and managing what everyone else needs. I think its hard and I am dealing with some of those same issues right this very minute.
I appreciate you honesty and your openness, it makes us all feel more comfortable to share our own issues and frustrations.

Yes, it really does help. Saying out loud to him really isn't helping so I have turned to writing it all down. Some day Shattered, he will come around. He just isn't ready. I don't have high expectations, I just have a need to be heard. I am very patient and will be waiting for him. There is a struggle with in me to leave and have MY peace... There are so many things factoring in here, not just him but they do revolve around him...
And to you who know me you will understand that divorce and such are not in my vocabualry.