[coolhuman]

My best friend:
Actually I had a friend circle in college and a best friend.we used to chat day and night with each other.he used to flirt with me too,and my over caring nature turned into genuine love for him.there was another friend of mine who loved me very much.I couldn't say yes to him because I loved my best friend.but down the line I knew that my best friend always wanted a diva to be his girlfriend and I didn't ever belong to that category.I just asked the guy who loved me to wait for me because I need time.one day,he and I kind of broke off(friendship) and he didn't talk to me for two or three days,I felt empty.. nothing was replacing his place,then I went back to him and tried to convince him for coming back on terms with me.. somehow he agreed.one day suddenly my best friend told every body that he has got into a relationship.. it shook me from top to bottom,I tried to hide my grief but could not,he came to know about my feelings and all he said was he can break up his relationship with his girlfriend but he can't afford losing me.then,after a month,I talked to him and we were friends again,I didn't want him to break up his relationship.after two months,I said yes to the guy who loved me.this made my best friend to leave me.some people said few things against me and he started disliking me,I don't know the reason.on my birthday he texted me something very wrong,he called me desperate.then my other friends went to him and slapped him.that day he messaged one of my friends that he hates me.days went by,he blocked me from a social networking site on one hand and on the other he agrees that 50% mistake was his.my other friends tried to get back to him,but he didn't turn up,I miss him still.I just can't forget him.and I do not know.. how to get answers from him.. why does he hate me,I didn't harm him in anyway.its been more than an year that we haven't been in touch with each other.and I have also heard that he's going out of country.what can I do to get him back?to know my mistake?although I know a few wrongs I have committed.