[loveit99]

My boyfriend is a speedballer. I never knew what that was. In fact last night he got money from his grandmother to get his sticker for his car, well no sticker and came home higher than ever.
He has been through it all the bad childhood, the drugs in the home. But we have a family.
He steals my ATM card while I am sleeping. Now my rent will not be able to be paid. Its hard. After yesterday I do not know if Ii can deal with it anymore. He makes me sick. I don't even want to have sex with him, since he used herion intravenously. He has been tested and is fine, But I just can't bring myself to do it. All he can say is " I f**cked up. Well that's their favorite thing to say. So am I stupid or what. A LYING STEALING DRUG ADDICT! I pretty sure I deserve and can do better. I love him don't get me wrong,but Im confused what to do.

[smoothy]

You do what I would tell anyone to do, based on stealing your ATM card alone... and that's pack your stuff up and leave... far away from him. Add into it that any time he shares a needle he might become infected... and its possible he already has and just hasn't tested positive yet.

He's going to drag you down with him if you don't get away to someplace safe. And if you won't do it for yourself, do it for your kid or kids.

He's not going to seek or accept help until he's hit bottom... and he's not there yet... and for the sake of you a and your kids... you don't want to hang around until he does. Maybe walking out might be the wakeup call he needs... maybe he'll just stay on the path he's on.

I would go today and have the bank change the PIN# on your card... so if he takes it he can't take whatever you might have in the bank any longer.