My boyfriend is a speedballer. I never knew what that was. In fact last night he got money from his grandmother to get his sticker for his car, well no sticker and came home higher than ever.
He has been through it all the bad childhood, the drugs in the home. But we have a family.
He steals my ATM card while I am sleeping. Now my rent will not be able to be paid. Its hard. After yesterday I do not know if Ii can deal with it anymore. He makes me sick. I don't even want to have sex with him, since he used herion intravenously. He has been tested and is fine, But I just can't bring myself to do it. All he can say is " I f**cked up. Well that's their favorite thing to say. So am I stupid or what. A LYING STEALING DRUG ADDICT! I pretty sure I deserve and can do better. I love him don't get me wrong,but Im confused what to do.