[Bellebunny]

So me an my BF Autin have been going out for about 5 6 months now, he lives in the USA an I'm form Australia fro about 3 months everything was OK we would text non stop skype until we fell asleep we play world of warcraft together all of his friends loved me an mine loved him, then out f the blue he ignored me for 2 mnths it was a painful time for me ii felt alone an was always asking myself what ii did wrong... anyways id get a text here an now saying "im sorry baby ive been so busy with work and my sisters new baby" and ii tole him it was OK an its all right but it hurt me that he couldn't even find 5 minutes a day to come on skype an tell me he loved me or anything like that, so now 3 months later he started to talk to me again we play league of legends together now but thts just it in the 4 weeks he's been back I've seen him on one on one skype like 3 times, whenever ere in a call its with friends who are playing with us ii don't mind it but it hurts to feel like his friends mean more then ii do to him he says I'm beautiful an that ii mean the world to him but ii don't think I'm pretty an today we had a fight over it ii ended up crying an ii haven't tld him I'm so hurt by what he's done near the end of the fight ii said to him ii don't believe I'm pretty an to that he just said goodnight, ever since he got back he's been so moody and harsh and I'm wondering if ii should tell him? Would he care ? If he knew what ii felt would he say he was sorry an actually mean it? Or should ii just go on an pretend to be happi like ii have all this time?