[Chris_tuffer]

Just a warning, I have quite a story to tell.

Ever since I was young (I'm now twenty-one), I have been troubled by spirits and paranormal occurrences. As a child, I lived with my grandparents. I was a quiet kid and I made straight A's in school. I had a lot of free time on my hands. I was kind of a comic-book geek too. I was in love with my video games as well.

It seemed to start around the time my step-grandfather passed away. I was still a kid, maybe seven or eight years old. I started seeing faces in the shadows around my home. I could see the dark spaces moving. On numerous occasions, I saw white mists in the hallways and in certain spaces. It wasn't just in my childhood home either. Later as a teenager, I lived with my biological father. We moved every couple of years, and I had the same trouble no matter where we went.

The most extreme paranormal occurrences involved demons, or malicious spirits. During my childhood, I've seen demons face to face, I've been attacked in my sleep, and I've heard ungodly sounds that would scare the pants off Chuck Norris. I have witnesses to some of them, but others... I was alone and vulnerable. If I could draw a picture of the demons I've seen, I would, but I have poor artistic skills. To give you a rough idea, Google the search word: "Shadow demon". Some of the pictures there are pretty close to what I've seen. I didn't just see these at night either. I've been attacked in broad daylight, with someone else with me to confirm the occurrence. It's quite a story, and I wish I could tell it in its entirety, but it would take more than one page.

Now that I am an adult with a full-time job, I am worried because these things are still happening to me. Admittedly, it's been several years since I've seen another demon, but the problems haven't stopped. I have nightmares constantly, and I am unable to rest properly at night. I hear voices talking to me when I'm alone, and sometimes when I'm not alone. Sometimes the voices take on the persona of someone that I respect, or wish to see. As of late, the voices have taken on the persona of women that I desire to be with (I'm a grown man, and I'm single. Of course they would.). It's not that I'm just eager for a girlfriend either, because I've been in a sexual relationship before.
I often talk to the spirit(s), and it doesn't seem like they mean me any harm. Whether these are the same spirits that attacked me before, I've yet to figure out. Most of the time, the spirit that talks to me is kind and considerate. It is seldom angry with me, but it does show up at inconvenient times. At times, it helps me deal with personal problems in my life. Strangely enough, whenever the spirit takes on the form of a woman, it seems to desire to fulfill my sexual urges. This is usually an uncomfortable experience for me albeit it is a pleasurable one.

In case you're wondering, most of this doesn't happen as blatantly as you're probably imagining it. Nowadays, the spirits are subtle and quiet. The feminine spirit that seems to follow me is virtually undetectable to others. I am a born-again Christian, and I do pray to Jesus. The downside is, nobody believes me except for my widowed grandmother. As a side-note, I've had bouts of physic dreams, and clairvoyance. I'm not making any of this up, I really need help. I hate feeling like like a freak. It's a blessing and a curse, but I don't want it anymore. I just want a normal life, and I want the spirits to leave me alone forever.

[Gamed]

Next time this feminine spirit comes see if it can make you ejaculate on its own if not nothings their if so you have more than a blessing most men would say as for the other spirits challenge them to do something about it when their angry.

[hauntinghelper]

Can you tell me what steps you have taken (if any) to make any of this stop?

Can you describe how/why you are a "born-again" Christian?