[HorrorGoth]

Im 16 and have never had my first kiss. This makes me want to kill myself because I know most people in my school shun my appearance. Which is like goth I guess. What ever the case, my school has bullied me for so long that Im pretty sure all guys hate how I look and all them have come to the same conclusion about me. I am also depressed and I stay at home. I don't have many friends at all so I never have anywhere to go with anyone. In the fall I will be a junior... In almost out of school but I feel like my relationships are declining as I grow. I Don't know what to do... Any advice

[ali18ninja]

High school is tough for some that's not changing anytime soon. I didn't kiss any girl until I was 17 I think. I wasn't that attractive but I wasn't ugly either. I was just too shy and not outgoing at all. I never had a girlfriend throughout hs so for me, hs was all about making good grades and passing all my classes. It wasn't until college that I actually had a social life. I've had plenty of gf's and I've kissed even more girls. I'm confident now and I'm actually much better looking than in high school. My point is, hs isn't for everyone in terms of social life and relationships. I advise you to go to college and get your degree for one but also, college is a blast. It's not all work and studying although you'll need to do that too. The social activities and etc in college are great. Best years of your life I promise. People don't bully in college like they do in hs. You'll see people of all races, types, ethnic groups, clicks, groups, frats, sororities, etc. You'll fit in and eventually find people who accept you for who you are. Go to college!