[binxyboo4]

I have loved this boy since I first met him,his name is wesley and at first he kind of ignored me but then he finally called me and I was high on life.wesley hasent had the love he should have had from the women in his life.let me start from the beginning I first met him at my best friends dads house and she interdused us and then that was it.since my best friend new him first I thought that he would be in love with her,well one thing led to another and I finally got the guts to ask my best friend for his number.but she said he didn't have a phone so I said okay,then his best friend who at the time was dating my best friend told wesley to call me,after that I started to get to know him and then finally I tried seducing him but in the middle I felt horrible.I told him I was a horrible friend for doing that and that his heart belongs to someone else.he then said I wasent being a bad friend and that his heart belonged to me and that he wanted me,of course I said yes and was so happy we were dating.for two weeks me and him were thought we were the happiest people alive and then we had an argument and ended on bad terms.after a little while I find out he dated a girl who looked,acted,and kind of sounded a lot like me but broke up with her for some reason.now after three years I talked to him and it was going good I gusse but then he stopped talking to me and I don't know what I did! I gusse I can't be mad at him evan my own best friend turned her back on him like he was dirt I just wish he would see that I'm not going to turn my back on him.can someone please help me on this I'm so lost and I don't know what to do I tried moving on (six times)and I still couldent move on every time I kissed or touched another guy it felt like I was cheating and I was dating those guys! I just want a second chance to show him I love him and that I won't leave him.

[Homegirl 50]

Does it ever occur to you that he does not hate you, that he's not afraid you'd leave him, but he is just not in to you. You are making excuses for him, trying to save him from something. Maybe he just doesn't want a relationship with you. You two only dated for two weeks!
It is high time you get over him. Wake up from the dream and move on.