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Me and my ex known each other since we were in elementary school , we both had little crushes on each other but unfortanly we both were in separate grade so he graduated . After a while we ended up going to the same j.h.s and we would randomly bump into each other but never said anything to each other . We would only stare at each other lol . But then he graduated and we didn't see each other again . After a while we started to see each other in the same elementary school we first meet in . And I also started church school and it turned out he worked there so we basacly saw each other more then ever . So I started to tell my cousin about him and it turns out they went to the same school and she knew his best friend . So basically he's best friend hooked us up and we talked for 6 months and even after the years he still remembered little Momments we would share when we were in elementary school , so after 6 months of talking and getting to know each other we finally made it official and went out for 1 year and 2 months . And then he broke up with me till this day I really don't know the exact reason why we broke up all I know is that he started acting weird , he started to change and he stopped saying he loved me and then we broke up for a month and he tried getting back with me and so we did but it only lasted 2 days. And now it's been 4 months since are brake up , I've gotten close to his cousin and we talk almost everyday but just as friends , and he told me about 2 week ago , that he's been seeing a girl and he gave me her name , it turned out it was his ex that he dated for 4 or 6 months , and I was crushed but after like 3 days I accpected the fact he's moving on . And this pasted Saturday my ex used some lame excuse to call me threw his cousins phone and on Sunday I was hanging out with his cousin and he was there but he was really quiet he berly talked all he would do was stare at me at random Momments I didn't pay mind thought I was just laughing and acted like he wasn't even there , but for some strange reason I felt nothing when I saw him my heart didn't jump or nothing I felt so happy cause I thought I was over him . Unfortanly me and my ex still bump into the same elementary school like yesterday I saw him and my heart drop and I felt like I had butterfly's in my stomach . I was so confused cause I thought I was over him and on top of that I found out he's Officially dating his ex and we had passed arguments before cause of her even from the very start of are realistship she would still hit him up and I knew she still liked him. It came to the point when she even kissed him but thank god we were in a break durning that time and I asked him to stop talking to her only because I don't trust her and he refused , but now I don't know what to do I try focusing on myself and just do me but I still think of him :/and I miss him so much I'm so confused . But even thought he's dating his ex I refuse to give him the disaffection of him knowing that is killing me inside knowing he's dating her . Can someone help me please :(