[emofreak2]

I am almost 14 years old I have kind of backed off from the world.civilization is fear.my brother has moved out.all I do is cry and take out my emotion on myself if you understand what I mean.I have put up a guard.dropped all my friends.started dating a boy in my emo click or group.my brother is the same way.I want to be okay again but I feel like the world owes me something.its not that I'm so far into the dark it's that I'm so far from the light.

[gothgirl]

Your you. No one can judge you. If you want to be like tis fine. If you don't then only you can change it. If there is one thing I learned while I was "away" was to get help, you have to want it and try and help yourself first. What do you want? When I was 11 my mom kicked by brother out, I met the "sperm donor," I found out about my other sisters and brother, I found out all sorts of stuff which was too much for me. Today, I haven't gotten much better because I haven't tried... you seem nice and you got to get better... we are here to help.

[DaniCalifornia]

I felt EXACTLY the same at your age. I went to the doctor at 14 and was diagnosed with depression. I felt useless, like nobody cared. You just need to get out, stay close to your family and friends, still talk to your brother.

I PROMISE it's something you'll get over. You will feel better.

X Dani