I am almost 14 years old I have kind of backed off from the world.civilization is fear.my brother has moved out.all I do is cry and take out my emotion on myself if you understand what I mean.I have put up a guard.dropped all my friends.started dating a boy in my emo click or group.my brother is the same way.I want to be okay again but I feel like the world owes me something.its not that I'm so far into the dark it's that I'm so far from the light.

Your you. No one can judge you. If you want to be like tis fine. If you don't then only you can change it. If there is one thing I learned while I was "away" was to get help, you have to want it and try and help yourself first. What do you want? When I was 11 my mom kicked by brother out, I met the "sperm donor," I found out about my other sisters and brother, I found out all sorts of stuff which was too much for me. Today, I haven't gotten much better because I haven't tried... you seem nice and you got to get better... we are here to help.

I felt EXACTLY the same at your age. I went to the doctor at 14 and was diagnosed with depression. I felt useless, like nobody cared. You just need to get out, stay close to your family and friends, still talk to your brother.

I PROMISE it's something you'll get over. You will feel better.

X Dani