[desert5864]

Hey everybody,
Basically, I need help, seriously.

Yes, this is a relationship question, one of those complicated ones, but seriously, this is different, because, it just it, I love this girl so much, id die for her, and that?s not even an exaggeration.

Okay here?s the story
Me and my girlfriend have been going out with each other for nearly 11 months now. We are the most amazing people when together, you wouldn?t believe it. We are both 17 and going to a college, most, if not every one of our friends would describe our relationship as inspirational, additionally me and my girlfriend spend EVERY evening together, and we love it.

This last month has been hell for us. Well, particularly me. Firstly though, I?m not going to boast about anything, or myself but I do put way more effort into the relationship than she does, and I do things far more caring for her. For example, I went 100 miles to purchase a 6ft teddy bear saying I love you on it for her, expecting nothing in return, and I treat her like an absolute diamond. I get very little in return, but I don?t expect it.

As of last week, my girlfriend decided that we didn't?t need to hold each other as much or see each other as much, she promised me nothing was wrong, it was just that we didn't?t need to be holding each other all the time (which, yeah we did, ALL the time) and yesterday she came to my house, and left after a few hours.
This doesn't?t concern me too much as I?m pretty definite she loves me and would never want someone else while she had me.

This obviously hurt me and I got a bit down, but she fell out with me because apparently I was over reacting and being too clingy, I bottled it up and said sorry, for something I haven?t even done.

At college, as most of you know, you study 4 subjects at A level. One of my subjects is a heavy coursework based subject. At this high level of education it is vital that I get my work done well. As part of this coursework I have of course, to do work outside of college hours, which involves filming video footage around our local city.

2 weeks ago I had to film some footage, and I told me girlfriend ?hey, sorry, next Tuesday I can't see you after college, its only one night but I just need to film some footage for my coursework? She went absolutely ballistic at me. Fell out with me, gave me the full works.

She even said (which really annoyed me) ?oh so its all right when you don?t want to see me, but when I want to hold you less, its all right for you to get upset isn't?t it? Which?well you can work it out? Her CHOOSING out of free choice to not hold me any more is a different level to me HAVING to film something to pass my work.

Anyway, it was so drastic she nearly finished me and said ?this is too much, is it even worth it? Blah blah? Anyway, I managed to sit her down and talk to her and tell her how sorry I was (for yet again, something I haven't done wrong) I took her shopping, bought her something, and she got better after about 2 days.

Anyway, this week, I've had to do my second piece of about 5 pieces of filming, and my god, this time, she's gone even worse. She's like it now, and to be frank, I don?t know what to do, that?s why I'm here.

Please help me,

I know from your view it could be easy to say finish her, but when you?ve been with someone 11 months, and seen her every day, you understand how much she means to me. She was the first girl I've kissed, my first love.

Please, any help would be appreciated.
What are you thoughts?
What shall I do, please.

Thank you ?