[Ajoka]

Me and my boyfriend have been having this on and off thing it all started when I first met him two years ago we were so tight I loved him and he loved me we used to talk on the phone every night and day like we never miss a day with out talking but the problem was that he lived to far a way from me he lived In Perth and I am In Melbourne wish gave me dought in trusting him I mean I never trusted him because he was far a way from me but anyway that didn't stop us from being together we were still in love with each others thaw he decided to intorduce me to his best friends on the phone and that I felt like I should introduce him to my best friends too I introduced him to one of my good friends Mary as time when by I discovered that one of his good friends was my x the ex that misstreated me and me and that ex had a bad past that I don't discuss with anyone like never discuss them with anyone I hated my ex that I almost wished I never had to hear from him again my ex when and told my boyfriend the past we had and the bad experiences we went through from his propactive he go mad an gave and broke up with me he claims to has broken up with me because I never trusted him but I didn't go after him because I was too a shame of my past that I wish for none to know about it an was scared that if anyone knew about it they would love me anymore I decided to keep put of reach with him it was hard but I did it 6months with out hearing or talking to him after that couple of months he met me on Facebook I de decided to keep in touch with him again plus I knew I wasn't totally over him I gave him my number through Facebook and we started talking he told me how he wants me back and never wants to lose me me and him were working our way there we once had a confesion night were you can confess anything he told me 1 months a go he was in Adelaide and Mary my friend was looking for him at some community celebration they when to she told found and told him how she likes him she asked her weather me and her were friends and she denaied me on new years eve they had a one night stand because he was drug I got pissed and didn't want to talk to him a couple of days later I missed him so I came back and told him that I don't forgive him but I really loves him I want to be with him and we should get back together then I can then work my way to forgiving him as time when by then 2 weeks later well we have been talking every day for the last two weeks then one day I called him it was a Saturday asked him what he was doing tonight an he said none he is busy with school work and he will call me later so I said okay I wait for his call that night but didn't hear from him than the next morning nothing then the morning after I got mad and we broke up then we when back again the next day it was my birthday my best friend through me a part at his house I when it was a surprise one at the party he told me how he has feelings for me then his kissed me I pushed him back then told I him a boyfriend and I left I came back home I didn't call my boyfriend for the night so he called me then he asked me what's wrong I told him what happened and he broke up with me I acted like I didn't care we haven't talk have 3 days now and I miss him so muj I want him back so bad but I don't know what to do because my friends I telling me his just not good for me he's going to keep hurting me please help me

[Xan-Kriegor]

Your friends are right.