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I want my best friend back, but she hates me...
So, let me start from the beginning. I met this girl named Mandy through a chat application on my phone, and we really hit it off when we first met. The first day she gave me her phone number and we started texting everyday and talking on the phone often. A few weeks of talking everyday, she told me that she loved me, and I said I loved her back. We couldn't have a relationship though, because she lived in Arizona and I lived it California, and we were both only fifteen. So we would tell each other we loved each other everyday and we'd flirt non stop. And about 2 months into our friendship, I did the stupidest thing you could do. I lied to her, nothing major, but I know I should have trusted her. She felt really betrayed and told me never to talk to her again. But then we had a "moment" where I told her my deepest darkest secret. She agreed we could still talk and she told me she loved me again. So, it went on like that or a while, then one day out of the blue, she was acting a little different. It was obvious she didn't love me anymore, but just as long as she was in my life, I was happy. She didn't want to talk again one other time but that ended. And a few weeks ago, we met for the first time in person and it was the best time of my life, even though it was a little quiet since we were shy. A few days ago, she stopped talking to me completely with no explanation whatsoever, and I was already frustrated with something else that was going on. I got mad and did something extremely stupid, I posted her phone number on an online forum and she knew I did it from the phone calls. We argued through Facebook for a little while and then she just ended it. I know it sounds like my fault, and it is. But she's leaving thinking I'm a complete douchebag, and I can't leave her knowing she thinks that way about me. I want to win her back, but I don't know how to. Please, I'm begging you guys, can you help me? I don't know what to do...
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