I've felt that way for all of my life. Even when I was a little girl. I just found out in April that I have depressive illnesses, like Dysthymia, Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and characteristics of Borderline Personality Disorder and OCD.
I felt that way for so long I didn't even know I had a problem; I just accepted that that's what life is supposed to feel like. Unfortunately, my issues are very chronic and I will be on medicine the rest of my life, but I feel so much better compared to what I did.
I would seriously consider going to see a therapist/psychologist and see if they can see if there's anything else that's going on that you might not even be aware of. If you've been feeling that bad for that long, there's definitely something amiss.
Good luck.
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