[myaddiction_]

Me and my boyfriend have been together since my freshman year in high school (I am now a junior). I've come to respect, look up to, and love him very much. I tell him anything and everything. From what happened that day, to what's on my mind. I have given this kid every inch of me since day one. I know this sounds cliché, but eating breakfast at school together was our "thing". It made mine, and also his, day.. complete. Just seeing each other before our first class, holding each others' hands. It was amazing, no matter how small the matter is. And before I go on, let me say something. We split up for a few months back in January. During that time, he had been seeing this girl and got her pregnant. I got over it, and we got back together. Well, she just had the baby a few months ago. (when she had the baby, he dropped out of high school to have more time with his kid. He's getting his GED, and is currently taking a GED class.) I've learned to accept the fact that he has something more important than seeing his girlfriend everyday. I don't get mad, or upset, when he would rather see his child than me (I mean, at least he's not a dead beat, like most teen fathers). Well. The mother of his child seems to think she MUST be there every time he see's the baby. She even spends the night. I've heard numerous rumors around school how he's "cheating on me with her", and I should just leave him, because I don't deserve to get hurt. And quite frankly, I believe that I don't deserve to be hurt. I've put three years of my life into this relationship, and I didn't do it to get cheated on. You know? Well anyway. Lately he's been accusing me of cheating on him, and flirting with other guys. He even got on my myspace last night and read REALLY old messages from an ex boyfriend. And tried saying I still had feelings for him. Honestly, the only guys I talk to are my teachers and family. I don't see any interest in talking to anyone but my boyfriend. I've heard that when a guy starts accusing you of cheating, he's usually cheating. I just want to know if anyone has, or is, experienceing this. And I need some advice on this one.

[10404250r189]

People change especially in high school everyone is trying new things and people seeing were they fit in. If he has a child by another girl I would run away from him as fast as you can go and I hope your not pregnant. Having sex is good but having a good honest life with people you love and can depend on is 10 times better worry more about your grades. He is a 17-year-old BOY he will have sex with any girl who lets him and looks like he already has. It is called hormones be smart and don't let them run your life.

[talaniman]

Time to move, on as he has other things on his mind, besides you.