[Ariadne_B]

I really want a baby, my husband and I are very enthusiastic about having one, I baby sited a 6 month old 3 months ago for about a month, it seamed like a never ending story, at the beginning I loved to have him with me, it didn't bother me that I had to wake up in the middle of the night to change his diaper or to feed him, then, it started to get me annoyed, then a started to get crazy and I stopped paying attention to him, he cryied so much that I got to a point where I didn't care anymore, so I just stopped babysitting him.

Since that, I got so afraid that I could have my own and just get crazy or maybe even depressed. My family doesn't help either, they don't want me to get pregnant yet, the usual stuff, I am too young (20), I've been married for almost 1 year now and very happy, don't regret my decision. I really want my own but don't trust myself that I could take good care of my own. Sometimes I think that with my baby will be different because he/she will be mine, not somebody else's, my mom says that too, I love babies!!

Please advice me.

[J_9]

It's possible it will be different since it will be yours, but you are still young and your marriage is still new.

Why not take time to live life as a couple. Get to know each other and your quirks.

You still have plenty of time to have a baby. Let your love and your marriage mature for a couple of years before making such a life changing decision.