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Move forward and heal from the breakup and make new friends.
Don't start dating until your over your ex.
When that day comes,you'll know it.

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Hey guys, just an update...
Its been 1 month of no contact... haven't heard a word from here, and I haven't spoken a word to her. It seems like it was a curse, because the night of no month of no contact I had a miserable dream about here leaving me for another guy and telling me its over... it was so life like, and I woke up sick to my stomach wanting her more then ever. I'm not going to lie, I still miss her and think about her like crazy, and yes... I know this is very bad but I have looked at her Facebook a few times which just brings me down... (I know I'm an idiot for doing it, you don't have to tell me) it has a got like 1% better out of 1000% but hey at least I'm not going backwards. Its just hard when you plan your whole life with some one and start making plans for marriage and then they just cut you completely out of your life. It hurts, yes very bad. These forums ROCK! And they help out tons. I find it very theraputic posting on others walls and reading others posts, some how in the grand scape of my misery through this universe I some how feel I'm not alone. I haven't dated anyone or really even talked to any girls since the break up, just been focusing on exercising and work and school. Ive lost 16lbs and put on some yokage since then. I've gotten really into stand up paddle surfing (one of the nice perks living in sunny so cal) it was 76 degrees today in February and the water is pretty warm. I'm glad I don't live in a gloomy place or things would be depressing. The sun is always bright here. Well, I still feel like ill never find anyone like her and she was the "one" and no one will ever be as gorgeous and get me like she did. But I know I will, because I've said that before, but somehow I feel this "one" is different. Just my mind being selfish I guess. Anyway on too month 2 of grieving and no contact. Thanks for everything everyone. Ill keep you guys updated, because I hate reading posts and then the poster just disappears and leaves you hangin. Well everyone keep strong and No Contact does work... Its freaking HARD! And you will want to text them everyday, but you will regret it I promise! If you are true and faithful to yourself then you will learn to love again, that's at least what I tell myself. Anyway here's to another month of NC! LETS ROCK!

[vanheart]

Lets.

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