[br_hjs]

Ive never had anything even before him. I just would always listen to music all day. There is nothing. And I blame my parents. They don't let me do anything

[Wondergirl]

"Their" is nothing??

[Wondergirl]

You aren't powerless.

It all has to do with choices.

[br_hjs]

Well, this is odd... My brothers starting to remind me more and more of my boyfriend. Which is making me kind of feel pushed away from my boyfriend and my brother more of a friend. I don't want it to sound like anything really messed up. Lol. My brother jokingly (at least I hope) always puts his arm around me just to be funny. And acts like he's going to kiss me. That's stuff my boyfriend won't even do... but they both take my stuff from me and try to keep me from getting it. And they both make me laugh the same. They are both the 2 funniest people I know. And I don't really believe in that zodiac stuff... but if you do, you may find this interesting. Their birthdays are only 1 day apart but different years. Anyway, I don't want my boyfriend and my brother to be alike. I mean I have almost as much fun talking with my brother as I do with my boyfriend because I can talk about the same things... well, mostly the same things. And its like I'm always laughing. I don't know what to do.

[br_hjs]

You aren't powerless.

It all has to do with choices.

I'm not interested in anything. See, I'm 16 and could have my license but I don't like driving, I hate it. There is something wrong with me. So right now I plan on just working on trying to get that so I can spend time w/ my boyfriend. And remember when I told him we weren't going to do anything? Well, I'm really not going to do anything with him for a while. And I won't say to him "maybe whenever" I'll just tell him I don't want to and we aren't ready or w/e. And see how it goes. But what do you think from what I said in that one post about when he said "okay we wont" and " i want you to get your lisence so i can see you more, not just for that" Do you think it's a lie...
1 more thing about earlier... sometimes I get this where like 1 little thing will make me laugh for like an hour but at the same time 1 little thing will make me cry and its so back in forth at those times. Anyone know why? Other times if I'm happy its hard for me to be sad and if I'm sad its hard to be happy.

[Wondergirl]

There is only one way to find out if he's lying or not. Get your license and then find out how he wants to see you--just to be with you or just to use you.

As for the mood swings -- you are 16 and your hormones are still all over the place. If I were you, I would work real hard at putting some routine and regular stuff into my life and see if that helps my mood swings stop swinging. That means eat right, drink good fluids during the day, start getting yourself into a decent sleep cycle, and do your homework so you can graduate. If you really work at this, the mood swings should stop and you will be as normal as WE are. (*giggle*)

Speaking of normal, it's almost 3 a.m. I'm off to bed.

[br_hjs]

Lol... well, I woke up early this morning at like 8:30. And I went to sleep at like 3 am too. Anyway, I was kind of tired when I woke up but I was in such a good mood that I didn't want to go back to sleep. Then I went driving with my dad for a couple hours and I think I seen my bf's mom because we went out by where he lives and it looked like her car I saw. I should have acted like I was going to hit her but I probably would have. My dad said I did pretty good and I should be able to pass the test soon. Well, now everything seems olmost like it should be except its not. I just feel like it is almost there.

For some reason I get b's and m's mixed up a lot. Anyone know why? Its all the time, when I'm writing or typing or anything. I always have to correct it. Its not every single time but quite a bit. And I do it with q's and g's too but they almost look alike.but the b's and m's can get to be pretty bad.

[br_hjs]

And sometimes I wonder if I have dyslexia but that's only because I say get ahead of myself too much and mix things up... like one time I said something about a bag of dog treats only instead I said "a dog of bag treats" and I always say " i need to fish my feed" instead of feed my fish. And sometimes I say things that sound like what I'm going t say but aren't what I mean to say. Like for example instead of "i need to take a shower" I'll say "i need some chicken chowder" Only, not that weird of things... I can't think of an exact one iv'e said right now but it happends.

[br_hjs]

O and sometimes I'll spell things like way way off. Like weekend I might speel weakened. See, I did it with spell on accident. Right there. Did you see that?

[br_hjs]

I guess I kind of feel like I did when me and him 1st started going out.

[grammadidi]

It happens to all of us. It just means your human. It's usually because your mind is going faster than you can speak/type/write.

[Wondergirl]

Dyslexia is a reading/writing problem, not a spoken one.

If you say, "I have to shake a tower," instead of "I have to take a shower," that's called a spoonerism. They're called spoonerisms after Reverend William Archibald Spooner, who lived in Oxford, England in the late 1800s and early 1900s and who supposedly frequently made these slips of the tongue. Spoonerisms are very common, such as "keys and parrots" (for peas and carrots) and "burls and goys" (girls and boys).

[br_hjs]

I said I do it when I write too

[br_hjs]

And its hard for me to read sometimes but mainly because I don't pay attention to what I am reading even when I try but I get words mixed up so bad sometimes

[Wondergirl]

It's still a spoonerism, not dyslexia.

Dyslexia is seeing words reversed, like "was" and "saw".

Perhaps you need to slow down and keep your mind on what you're reading or writing?

[br_hjs]

My boyfriend always says cabause instead of because.. but he does it more of a joke

[br_hjs]

I don't think I've ever finnished reading a whole book in my life. Ok maybe its not like completely backwards but its like... when I just typed maybe, I almost typed bemay. And smaller words escpessialy and, I spell a lot backwords. But usually not bigger words.

[Wondergirl]

My brother used to say waterlemon instead of watermelon, and sotormycle instead of motorcycle.

[br_hjs]

Calapiller was nother none... ever nothis how nother is like not her. But is nother a word?

That's me without correcting it or trying to think about what I am talking... I mean typing

[br_hjs]

See, I do it a lot and it pieces me off.lol