[rankrank55]

Hello, I just saw your post today but I wanted to let you know that I had a miscarriage about 2 weeks ago. I was only about 5 weeks into my pregnancy but when I found out it was over I was devastated. Trust me, I know the kind of pain you are going through! Anger, guilt, frustration, and just a lot of good ole sadness. I still get very sad and I'm sure I will for a long time; I can go through the day by pushing the thought aside but at night and in my dreams... it creeps back up. Keep your chin up and look towards the future. It's okay to be sad! Getting excited about trying again has made me feel a little better. I saw where you were asking when you should try again... my hubby and I are going to wait for my next period to try again. Good luck to you and if you need to vent about anything, I am here! :o

[momtobe949]

Thanks rankrank55 it is good to know there are people out there I can talk to you and vent to. It has been really hard in the past few days, I went back to work today and it broke my heart to see all those co-workers and new moms. All I did was go to the bathroom and just scream or cry. I know it will get better I have a little faith; I keep telling myself what one lady said on my post "You will always remember him and he will be watching over you, but now was not his time." The angel (as she called it) was needed else where. That saying is one of the only things that get me through my days.

[Myth]

Hugs hun. I was out of town this weekend and just stopped by to see how you were doing. I'm glad to see your talking and slowly moving towards the future. How are you feeling this morning?

[momtobe949]

Well I am getting better but there are a few things that are still really hard, my co-woker just had a baby this weekend. I am so happy for them but still it was really hard for me to go see them. Plus what happened in that ER today was just so upsetting, I am scared of going back tomorrow. I do have to say your post really helped me a lot thank you so much again foreverything.