[RuzzDawg]

This might be considerably long I'm not sure so please bear with me.

My brother has had a free house quite a few times this year and his girlfriends friends have come over for a couple of little gatherings with a nice atmosphere of banterous conversations and drinking games. I got on really well with all of them and considered them all to be my friends. Last week my brother had a free house again because my mum went out and the friends of my brothers other half were over again but without their boyfriends. It was still a very good atmosphere and I got to know them a lot more because they seemed to be themselves without their other halves.

On the 3rd night I decided to stay up late and watch some movies, and one of the girls who is REALLY pretty and I would definitely say she's out of my league came down and we watched movies together. She cuddled up to me and eventually through the second film we began to make out; as much as I'm an for doing this because she wasn't single I really enjoyed it. She told me not to get attached, she also asked me various questions about how I would be if the situation was different for example if she didn't have a boyfriend and I said I would commit, I didn't really ask her much about it but she did say should would see me for a while and see how it went.

The next day when everyone went out she asked me to cuddle up with her in bed and we just led there again making out (it's okay nothing else happened). A couple of days after this another party was thrown and her boyfriend was with her this time, she was nowhere near the same as she was before and the atmosphere was less fun than when we all met up the first time.

I'm really confused, I feel that I could have a great relationship with her but the terms are wrong, and it kills me that it even happened cause it feels like everything I do I'm just thinking about her. Why would she tell me not to get attached and continue to want me to make out with her? These is the two thoughts that I have played out in my mind:

A) She only wanted attention because her other half wasn't there.
B) She actually has feelings for me but cannot continue on them because of her relationship.

Advice and your thoughts on this situation would be massively helpful and thank you for reading... If you get this far!

[Wondergirl]

She used you.

[RuzzDawg]

She used you.

Short and simple, I like it. But I didn't really want to hear this oh well thanks anyway. :)