[Clough]

alright... just so you all know. Sometimes i come back n forth here alot. So i may or may not say anything 4 a while its hard to say... i may be on other sites and appear offline when in just afew min. i'll be right back here.

Does that mean that you are like a ghost or spirit of some kind? :)

[br_hjs]

I wish he would start posting here. I would love to hear his side of the story. You are starting to sound like...like...you know.

Like what?

[br_hjs]

Does that mean that you are like a ghost or spirit of some kind? :)

Yeah that's what it means

[Clough]

Originally Posted by Clough
Does that mean that you are like a ghost or spirit of some kind?

yeah that's what it means

Perfect! Then I know that you would be great at writing a Halloween story! You have first-hand experience at being spooky!! :eek: Do you want to write that Halloween story with me Michelle that I mentioned to you last night? It would be fun and interesting! :D

[Clough]

Incoming phone call right now. I will be back...

[br_hjs]

Not really... Sorry.

[Clough]

Not really... Sorry.

Okay. Just thought that I would ask.

[Wondergirl]

What's with this?

I'm thinking about breaking up w/ my boyfriend but that isn't what I want at all. I'm just tired of his lying.

***

Why are you being such a tease?

Today I told him "its over" but we only had a sec. to talk and he just said "what was over?" I didn't have any time to explain what I meant so I just said "nevermind" Then the rest of the day he just looked kind of down.

***

You think this is how to make him "straighten up"?

He wanted me to do his homework and I asked why he couldn't do it. He said he didn't have time... it would only take me a min. to copy it down so I did it... But, I may not give it to him.

What's THAT all about?

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it all depends on how he is in that class because today he made me really mad and confused. He did the same thing he did last year and last year I cut myself and theirs scars on my arms from it.

So Michelle giveth and Michelle taken away. And it's all his fault you get mad and confused and cut yourself? I don't think so.

I really feel sorry for the poor guy.

[Clough]

:confused: hmmm... I wonder if anyone else would be interested in writing a story with me.. :confused:

[br_hjs]

What's with this?


***

Why are you being such a tease?


***

You think this is how to make him "straighten up"?



What's THAT all about?

***


So Michelle giveth and Michelle taken away. And it's all his fault you get mad and confused and cut yourself? I don't think so.

I really feel sorry for the poor guy.

I'm not doing it for that... if he doesn't stop lying.. I'm done. I can't deal with it anymore

[Wondergirl]

The poor guy loves you.

[br_hjs]

Is that why he lies all the time? He always asks me who all I talked to and everything and says he doesn't want me talking to other guys and he won't talk to other girls but then he does it right in front of me... its not that I'm mad he talked to someone... it's that he lied. I told him I didn't care if he talked to other girls if I can talk to other boys but he said he didn't trust me. For him to talk to another girl all class hour and keep making her laugh right in front of me when he said he wouldn't, really makes me wonder what he would do behind my back.

[Wondergirl]

He loves you and wants you all to himself. Doesn't want to share you.

[br_hjs]

Well then why does he say that he won't talk to anyone else and then he does? I do all I can for him, why won't he do anything for me? This is weird. This is all flipped around. Usually its him that once ( meant wants. Lol) to leave me or w/e and everyone says he doesn't care and I should forget about him.

[br_hjs]

I'm just really confused because I don't know what I really want to do.. I mean I want to stay w/ him but I'm just tired of him always being this way

[Wondergirl]

Just ignore that stuff. Be nice to him when you see him and don't get all huffy over what you think he's doing or not doing. Just be casual and friendly. And don't do his homework for him.

[br_hjs]

What reason am I staying with him though... we love each other but why? I mean I even woke up 1 day in my sleep and I don't know what I was dreaming about but I woke up crying and I was saying like I was talking to him "no matter what i'm always going to love you for as long as i live"
But I just don't see how he loves me or shows it. Other than he just has this look on his face like a sad little puppy, every time he looks at me at school from across the room. When I pass him in the hallway he gives me this really serious evil look.. and when I'm actually talking to him he seems nervous.
He says he shows it by not talking to other girls (lie)... and that he doesn't find others attractive (probably another lie). And by not lying (lie). And then I asked if he would ever lie to me... he said "probably sometime'' so I was glad to hear him be honest about it.
But I just don't know if he really even cares that much about me.

[br_hjs]

Last year in the same class the same thing happened and he was talking to that same girl... I almost pushed her desk over with her in it... to keep myself from doing that I just walked out of class... later that day 4 cops came to my house because my friend said I was going to kill myself. Then later that day I cut myself and still have the scar. That was when I started cutting.
Today, I just sat their and kind of turned my head facing the wall so I couldn't see them talking because I almost just went up and punched her. Every time I looked over she was laughing at something he was saying.

[Wondergirl]

You're too emo with this. Just enjoy life and him and the others and have fun and be a kid. Before long you will be an adult and then the troubles will start--and you will wish you were 16 again. Yeah, I know. You don't know what I'm talking about.

[br_hjs]

I didn't do my work. I just sat their shaking because I was so mad