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We have been dating for 4 months now. She was a sweet amazing girl when I started knowing and dating her. But lately she changed to a person I ever knew. She left me to be with another guy. She said we can be friends and she might take me back but I told her that me and her will never be friends. I begged her to take me back because my life is miserable without her, she said she can't. She says she wants to find out if the guy she'll be dating likes her or loves her. She's been treating me like nothing and I've alwaways been there for her, and I always fought for us. But now she's acting all sad and confused. Every time I decide to move on I just find myself going back. She took my love for granted and put ne through hell. I visited docs and hospitals for the whole week because of a heartbreak. Docs told me my heart is out of rhythm and told me I have a disease I never heard of before. I find is so hard to move on, she's always telling me she loves me but never shows it, after everything she's done to me and treated me, I still find myself thinking about her all the time and I'm experiencing unbareble pain... Somebody help. I need to move on.