[dustycajungirl]

I am going through so much a son and daughter my son has always had mental issues But he want take his meds and refuses to get help. I have done everything in my power through the years for him He choked me when he was 14 he breaks my stuff he hasn't done that in a while now. Now he is 31 and really going off the deep end He has lost it and thinks people are after him and all kinds of things I am 55 I am rasing another son who is mentally challenged (My mentally challenged son and I live peacefully.) But my older son, I have let him live with us over and over and it just doesn't work he tries to rule over me yells and screams and blocks me where I can't get past him stands with his fist doubled up, he won't bath I can go on and on.
He came for a week and said he was just visiting for a couple of days well a week went by and he was fine no problems I started packing his stuff for him thinking he had to go back to work As soon as I started packing his stuff He started with his stuff about people after him screaming and yelling hitting the walls out of the blue then He said he walked out on his job
I can't take anymore He is very very abusive to me one of my daughters called and heard how he was treating me and she called the cops. I have another daughter if I don't do what she says she starts saying what a bad mother I am I have helped both of them over and over and over but I can't take anymore The daughter that called the cops Told me Mom they are abusing you, because they can. She said if my son doesn't want to help himself why should I deal with it My other daughter called me yelling telling me I just want sympathy and that I am not a responsible parent. That I want help my son she said what if he kills himself but she want let him stay with her. The funny thing is when her kids were little I raised them not her. I have to stop this.
I still haven't let my son back in my house I even had to unplug my phone. The church got him to go to the hospital but he want take the meds or anything What do I do It would take to long to tell the whole story So bottom line I just want to live in peace in my later years. My life has been hell and I found peace living with my mentally challenged son we have a peaceful quiet life as long as they leave me alone. But the others want leave me alone. I told my daughter that called the police I have had it and if I have to break ties with her brother and sister I will do it. She understood Is it wrong to just cut them loose I think it is coming down to survival here!