[tynisha2011]

Hello I the oldest and only girl out of my mothers children but it seems as though my mother only picks on me. If we were having a conversation and I said something funny she would turn her nose up and talk over me. But if it were one of my younger brothers she woulde think it was the funniest thing in the world. Everyone in the house has a car but me. Mgy boyfriend has one so if she wants to go somewhere she would ask me and I would say I will ask him she would automatically catch an attitude but how can you expect me to do something in something that doesn't belong to me? My grandmother just came home from the hospital and she needs around the clock care. I am the only one in the household who works but if I come and try to kick off my shoes and relax then I am a selfish b@#_h and whores every name in the book. I'm like if I work all day why can't one of my brothers help that's just a little of things that she does too me to take advantage. But other then asking if my mother hates me I think that the way I'm being treated my take a toll on my emotional an mental being. I will be happy all day and all of a sudden she will call because she doesn't have any money and curse me out. If I tell her no she automatically wants to intimadate me. She will not let me discipline my own child. If I try to dress my child for school she gets made saying oh you don't me to do it.then she will call me and tell me I'm a bad mother. But every time I get the feeling knowing that all this drama is about to start I start to cry. I can't hold it back and if anyone's around sh tried to make seem like I'm crazy no one treating. Me bad. Could this be depression? Sometimes I feel like just running away from everything and everybody but she also begs for my money and if I say no she starts and ongoing fight I don't know what to do please someone help me I just don't want my emotions to lead me into a bad direction

[answerme_tender]

Its time to move out and be on your own, not just for yourself but for your child sake. Its not emotionally healthy for a child to hear someone yelling filthy names at her mother, even if it's the grandmother. Only when you are on your own without being underneath your mothers roof will you be able to have emotional stablity. Good luck