[vanheart]

I have bouts of insomnia sometimes, but I rock sh**t, just the same.

We all have to time manage. That's life. Priorities.

You first. Then others. Otherwise you can be anything to anyone or vis-versa.

That's the point. Being aware, together & rolling with the punches.

Trying to roll faster next time.

[lea_09]

Yeah that's the way the cookie crumbles. But I get way too obsessed with time. If one thing does not work with my time schedule it throws off my whole day till I can't function... I know it is bad..

[vanheart]

Time is yours. How you choose to spend it.

How much more time are you going to waste is the question.

That goes back to you and doing some school work on yourself.

After all, who's important here? This is your life.

Now Im in it. Hehehe.

Here's the thing. Lots of people spend energy on the wrong things. And coast on auto-pilot. Making all sorts of excuses. Ones we are used to making.

Some people do that forever.

Listen to what you just said.

" Cookie crumbles" & "I know its bad"

That says it all, yo. Being responsible about you & what you REALLY want

Now fix that. Change. For you.

Support seems like something you don't have personally from friends or family.

Think that's a lot of what is going on. Communication & security.
A history of that.

[lea_09]

Well I didn't grow up close to my mom. She had me when she was 19 from her first marriage. And she remarried later to my current dad and he adopted me. I mean I hate the fact she wasn't there for me when I was younger because she was working. I mean I am thankful that she loved me to keep me. Even though abortion is illegal in Thailand. I mean honestly I always loved my Dad more than my mom because we have a relationship. It is hard to have a relationship with my mom because she promises a lot of stuff and doesn't follow through and she use to lie a lot to my dad to get me and my other siblings in trouble. My friends can vouch for that. I think we are close now which is good. I know now that love is everything.