[Kitkat22]

i feel so stupid now

You are not stupid! This woman has got you so torn up she is making you feel horriblr about yourself. Leave her alone! You are going to end up in jail for stalking or her husband is going to find out. Yo didn't answer my question? Have you ever seen her husband abuse her emotionally or physically?

[Showme_urmove]

Its human nature I guess, we tend to want something that we can't have, and the more we can't have it the more we want it. Get your mind thinking how you were before. B4 you met her you had your life, You lived, laugh, and enjoyed yourself. For some reason you didn't have any relations with this woman but you fell for her hard. Your falling in love in your own fantasy, the fantasy of you and her being together, and that's not healthy. She has her life and you need to get yours back. YOu did this to yourself. You know she was married, but you still went for it. She's not going to leave but she wants you hanging around cause you're her prize. And it makes her feel good bcause she has a young man fighting for her. Your only a prize and an object to her. Stop run and never turn your head back. Just think this way, think that she's dead, she got ran over while she was walking to work. If you keep thinking that maybe you can't obsessed over that person you know. It's a try so do it.

[Kitkat22]

its human nature i guess, we tend to want something that we can't have, and the more we can't have it the more we want it. Get your mind thinking how you were b4. B4 you met her you had your life, You lived, laugh, and enjoyed yourself. for some reason you didnt have any relations with this woman but you fell for her hard. Your falling inlove in your own fantasy, the fantasy of you and her being together, and thats not healthy. she has her life and you need to get yours back. YOu did this to yourself. You know she was married, but you still went for it. Shes not going to leave but she wants you hanging around cause your her prize. And it makes her feel good bcause she has a young man fighting for her. Your only a prize and an object to her. Stop run and never turn your head back. Just think this way, think that shes dead, she got ran over while she was walking to work. If you keep thinking that maybe you can't obsessed over that person you know. Its a try so do it.

You are doing a great job show! Way to go!

[Imabadman]

Lovesph

I sense your pain and frustration. I’ve actually been in a very similar situation before. Unfortunately, it did not end well in my case.

I also sense a bit of depression and maybe more from your posts. Talk of ending your life and hurting yourself is well beyond the advice dispensed at this forum. I would urge you to seek out professional counseling for yourself.

[Kitkat22]

Lovesph

I sense your pain and frustration. I’ve actually been in a very similar situation before. Unfortunately, it did not end well in my case.

I also sense a bit of depression and maybe more from your posts. Talk of ending your life and hurting yourself is well beyond the advice dispensed at this forum. I would urge you to seek out professional counseling for yourself.

Listen to this guy! Nobody is worth ending your life!