Relationships come and go.. but a close friend will last a lifetime.. I believe he does love you, I think he loves you very much. Accept something, accept that you mean MORE to him then who he his dating, BE his friend! I am actually even a little jealous of him! The fact that he has a friend that cares so much for him.. Now on the other hand if you hold back your emotions, if you can not just be his friend and you continue to bottle this up you are doing a huge injustice to HIM and YOURSELF. Be thankful for what you have.. Learn to live apart from him, take him going away to college as a good time to grow as a person.. I hope this helps.
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