:confused:i've grew up with this boy I've know my entire life and I've liked him since the fourth gradenow he's moved away to college. I told him how I felt numours times but he has done nothing but shut me down I never got why he turned me down I know I'm not the only one who has got their heartbroken but I feel like I am now he has a girlfriend I thought for sure that I was over him but every time he gets a girl or I see him my feelings come rushing back to me like they never left. I want to be over him but I just can't help the way I feel. I guess I got mixed feelings for him. I loved him all my life and he knows it and he never even gave us chance right now he believes I am over but I don't even know if I'm over him. I guess its just that one word that is very powerful that teens use nowadays like its not as strong as it used to be... love. I don't understand why I can't get him out my head it just won't go away. I need help and I need it bad. I don't want to feel like this forever. If he got married I don't know what I would do which I know he will. I don't want to forget about him but I do want to find someone else that's a much better person than him and I just pray and hope some day I will :(