Originally Posted by
kendraroo2010
i honestly have no clue what is wrong with me. when i get in bad moods or have crappy days, i tend to beat the live out of my boyfriend.. i havent the slightest idea why. at first i will just annoy and aggervate him, then he starts to get pissed off, after i get a rise out of him, i start hittin and punching and kicking. anything i can do to hurt him.. i seriously think i have a problem. Am i bi-polar? should i be medicated?! I seriously dont think he can take anymore of it. and i really hate hurting him the way i do. i dont want to loose him because i can't control myself..