Read this thread: https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relati...kup-78597.html

There are other threads about what to do after a break up, how to get past living in the past, which is what you seriously need to do. You can never ever gainsay the dead, as the saying goes. So pick yourself up and get some new activities in your life.

it will all make sense one day!!

also, 3 months is typical time to start to come back....you are only at 2.

If you stay busy and allow people into your life you will find yourself re-awakening...
Stay busy and don't get comfortable... and get a good night's sleep.

Haha yea I've actuly been doing that I've been trying to get out of the house everyday but sometimes its hard with work. I do have a night where I go out ever Saturday and shoot some pool with a few pals I friend of mine is coming home from Uni in about a week or so he's going to teach me how to play guitar but the thing is I don't want to pull my head out of my a** if I did I already would have told her to go herself but frankly I don't want to I know this sounds bad and a bit contradictory (?) but yea this is how I want it and id rather burn then fall. I don't want anyone else I don't even like the idea of being with someone else I tried it didn't turn out I didn't feel anything and in fact it just made me feel a little bit more emptie. I just want to froget what could have been not what could be. Like I said ill burn before I fall.

Id do anything for the boy I LOVE! He means the world to me ID DIE FOR HIM! Id buy him anything id runaway with him.. id give him my kidney I would do everything onearth for him
Id give him the WORLD if I could!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I Don't THINK HE REALISES,!

There is my reasons