We were together for 1 ahd ahalf years we were totally in love with each other she didn't want me to have anything to do with my ex but at times I had to so I didn't tell or lied "big mistake" I know now, only because the divorce was so bitter but I have kids but now the kids are worked out so I don't have to see the ex at all she calls my ex lucifer totally can't stand her she introduced herself to me at a nice restaurant I was at the bar she saw me sit there and she came and sat next to me
She told me I was the man of her dreams and the love of her life and she never loved anybody the way she loves me every body that seen us together thought we just met we have excellent chemistry and passion as she wrote in the last letter my ex texted her a text saying that I wanted to get back together with her on oct 6th and she freaked and dumped me plus she's mad the final stamp on the divorce is taking so long but it is scheduled for dec.3rd.
When she broke up with me she said I ruined her life because she wanted to be with me forever.
I believe she still loves me because of the way she acted towards me I left her a message after that last email she called me back last night and was asking why I did the lies and was crying I told her I loved her and I am going through a divorce with a looney ex and was totally never through this door before and I wasn't thinking rationaly and made a lot of stupid decisions plus my doctor gave me some meds to relieve some of the stress but I didn't take them and she's mad at that too