I am 13 and my mom isn't in my life, has really never been. She was really bad on drugs, and I still believe she is, and she really has never supported me. I believe she loves me. I live with her older sister, but I can tell she doesn't want me. She has kicked me out before because I wouldn't let her hit me with a paddle. I left and went to live with my uncle, but he doesn't have a stable house, so I ended up back with her.
It happened again. She told me I had to have my room clean by the time she got home. She got home early and I was putting up the last few pieces of clothes. She was mad even though she got home early and wanted to hit me with a belt. I refused because I knew she would enjoy it. So I left once more stayed with my mom but she sent me back. I'm trapped here I've lived with her when I was younger and it wasn't like this, but I learned that my grandmother was paying her to take care of me. She always complains of inheriting kids, so I said put me and my 4 year old brother in foster care and she looked at me and told me I would be the only one going.
I would live with my dad but I have no contact. I would live with my grandmother because of the mental abuse she has even hit me once. Someone please help me.
