I cant live here anymore!
Well it all started when my parents got divorced a year and a half ago. My mom found out last summer that I had, had sex for the first time with one of my friends and all hell broke lose I guess.She told my dad who is in iraq right now and he was really calm about it no yelling at at. But my mom is really mean to me now and tries to pick fights with me all the time. She's always breaking down me and my brother mentally and emotionally. Im 15 but people say that I'm kind of mature than others. I have told me mom plenty of time how sometimes she makes me feel. Then she just pulls the "everything ive done for you card or the Your so ungratful. Now that she has her new boyfriend she has sex with everytime hes over. And we share a all so i hear it everytime and idont get any sleep that night. i told her i heard her, i didnt get a sorry or anything just a "that's what adults do get over it". Then she talks on the phone with him and keeps me awake all the nights she does that too. So now I'm getting lack of sleep and getting jumped on for when I tell her to please stop. I don't think I can live here anymore its just to hard! I try and make an effort to make things better but there never work. Is there anyway I can leave the house without her consent without being charged as a runaway or something? I want to go live with my aunt who lives 5 minutes away from our house but the living conditions arnt that great so I don't know if that can work. I also need help or advice about my smoking problem. I think I smoke a pack in like 3 days so I guess its not that bad. And I don't cut myself anymore I tired of seeing scars on my arms. I can't tell my mom I think we should see a thereapist or something because I know she wll freak out. Please please help me! I need advice on what to do.
