Man in the navy and he cheated
I have been dating this guy for five years. We talk about marriage all the time we we're planning on when to get married and everything. We've been having problems lately, he went to the navy in Connecticut and I just wanted to go to PA school so I asked him if we can wait on the marriage thing until I got into a PA school somewhere around. I've been working hard for it for years. He said he wanted to start his life and get married already so he wasn't too happy that I wanted to wait. I supported him of leaving to the navy for years I wish I got the support back on my dreams.
I just found out last night he's been talking to his ex. Not only have they been talking but he's asked her to be in a relationship with her and he told her he didn't want to marry me. Not only that, he even bought a plane ticket for her to go see him. He had a hotel ready and everything but she cancelled the last minute. So obviously they were going to have sex if she went and I'm the dumb one waiting here for him twiddling my ing fingers. After I found out they had been talking I aggravated her and showed her all the nasty texts he's been saying about her and that's when she told me everything. My NOW EX did not deny it and simply replied, I was going to break up with you after you took your MCATS anyway now leave me alone.
So now I changed my number, blocked him off everything. I need advice on how to cope with this. I feel the worst and I think I fell into depression over it. I won't eat, sleep and its signs of acute depression. I need to do good on this MCAT like I might want to do med school I just worked so hard and I just can't concentrate. Please help. I did the right thing leaving him I just need advice.