My ex boyfriend and I were together for almost a year until he broke up with me because his parents wouldn't allow him to be with me solely because I was not from the same culture as them (they are strict Jewish Persians, and I am an Ashkenazi American Jew). We continued to date on and off for about 8 months after that because we were still very much in love. Those 8 months were very stressful times filled with dramatic arguments and misplaced anger. We got to a point where we would find ourselves making each other and ourselves miserable. I found myself desperately holding onto something that I knew wasn't good for me. One Sunday morning in March (the morning after his older brothers engagement party) I woke up to 2 police men at my door there to arrest me for "harassment." After printing out my phone records, copies of emails, etc. I was not convicted guilty of a crime, but the judge ordered me 6 months to stay with no contact from my ex. Those 6 months are up very soon and I can't help but think if my ex holds any guilt for what he has done to me. It has been suggested on numerous accounts that his parents had a lot to with my arrest (they are a very close family and still fully support him in every way)... however, he was 23 at the time he did this and is (or was) a very considerate and caring person. His actions had a huge impact on my life-- let alone the trauma and emotional impact I've dealt with, I am a teacher completing graduate school so this arrest on my record has prevented me from working.
So, my question is, does he feel guilt over what he has done? Or if he could do this to me in the first place, is he just not considerate of my feelings? Will I ever hear from him again whether in the form of an apology? Will I ever hear from him again period?