My boyfriend spoke to his mom about getting married to me and she refused (she knows me) we are from pakistan and these things matter here a lot. Now he is saying that he can't take a stand for me and can't convince his mom through emotional black mail or anything because he doesn't want to hurt her. He says he can be with me but marriage seems off the table and he doesn't know what will be our future. I feel cheated on I feel that if he was always such a mamad boy he shouldn't have fallen in love , secondly something bad happened to us and I can't see him sad he is rather angry. We have been fighting for the past 20 days now. He thinks I am an evil witch who wants to kill his parents and I think he is a coward.we are long distance I wanted to go see him but he had other things so he even argued about the date. I am seeing him( hoping seeing me would bring back some Love) what I am failing to accept is how come the love just disappeared. Where did it go? I have been crying a lot. I have acted clingy sad and desperate even tried committing suicide ( I am 30 and still unluckiest in love) I want to walk out of this with dignity and grace now. How can I do that? pls help
