Originally Posted by
recklessabandon
My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 4 years. We have lived together 3 of those years. He isnt from where we live and moved here from a small town where he was "the man". I knew getting invovled with him that he was not the commitment type, but of course I thought I could change him. So he moves here and a few months later we move in together and he starts looking for jobs. I knew that if I ever had to worry about him cheating or leaving me it would be at a new job where he would meets lots of new people. Well hes went thru a number of jobs, most temporary. Last October he finally found a good permanent job. Its all been downhill from there. It started with one girl and then another and another. I dont kno what to do. I kno for sure hes only slept with one of them but I dont understand what im doing wrong. I am the best girlfriend. I have the house clean, food cooked,his clothes clean, I shower him with love and massages after a long day of work. I work full time, I help pay bills I do everything he wants to do, but yet im still the bad guy. He says he's young and hes going to do what he wants when he wants and no one will ever take his freedom away. The problem with that is,is that he has all the freedom in the world and I never stop him from doing anything he wants to do. I dont kno what to do, I love him so much and I kno he loves me too but I dont kno how much more of this I can take. And Im not going to leave him and thru all the fights he never leaves me and we just got a car that we're paying on together and we have this rental lease..I dont want to lose him:( hellllp!
